This is not a goodbye

When this post is published, i'll be on the plane to Jakarta.

It's sad to leave ur hometown, ur country when u've to go to somewhere else to further ur study.  When i was still a kid, i believe it's everyone's ambition to become an oversea student.  But when u're one, it sucks!!

I've to leave my family and friends behind. Oh not forgetting my girlfriend :) it's sad. really sad.

it's my 2nd year now and the first time i bid farewell to everyone, i nearly cried. *i really cried actually.

Dah la girlfriend was not able to send me at the airport.  Couldnt see her face for the last time on that day.  And this year, i will be absent to send her off to India because i'll be in Jakarta at that time.

Being in long distance relationship (LDR) is not easy.  There are so many things you have to face.  I know that and Im trying to give my best.  I've learnt a lot from this.  Learnt to tackle few things because i've to consider not only myself but also my other half.  Every decision you make, every thing you do, there are consequences. so, i've to be very careful to make one,

we cant see each other every day.  That's the pro and also the cons. Let's talk about the cons first.  We miss each other so easily. Ya lah kan x dapat jumpa every day.  But at the same time, there's pro to this which is x dapat jumpa, it's okay, we know we love each other when both of us are missing each other :)

Now, you're back in college for KI.  I hope you'll do well.  Limit yourself from going out every week or every day. haha. Don't skip your meals. Try to eat some, a bit of crackers maybe if you're avoiding heavy meals. I dont want you to fall sick.  KI is fun. That's what my friends told me so enjoy yourself for 3 months.

In July you're going to India.  Firstly, i'm sorry because i cant send you off because i'm in Jakarta maybe having class at that time.  Best of luck in India.  Trust me, everything will be fine for you.  I know you can do it.  Try to adapt to the new environment and dont 'sigh' too much.

Ure entering Uni means we're going to have less time together.  I know we're not going to txt each other like now or skype every night like we always do before, promise me you'll never forget me and still love me like the first time we bcme couple.

I'm sorry if i've hurt you before, i didn't mean to hurt you.  I love you so much and will always love you.  Take a good care of yourself.  Always be a good girl :)

I love you sayang