Another post without title.

I'm totally clueless and confused with what's happening right now.  Never been in situation like this before.

I hope everything will be fine and back to normal.

I'm sorry with what i've said.  I know you are offended but I just cant control myself to say it.  Letting myself to say it was my biggest mistake.  I'm so sorry :'(

I love you so much L.  If you let me to know any of your problems, i promise, we will go through them together and i'll be a better person who can lead you till jannah.  If i've ever done any mistakes, please forgive me :(

I love you so much.

How am i going to start this post?

Hmm, I'm sorry for what i've done.  I know it's my fault that you have to let go your studies that night.  I really want to talk to you but i cant even open my eyes.  I'm so sorry, it's not what i want.

The next day, i texted you and i got cold response from you.  I knew you're mad at me because of the night before.  But i tried to act like nothing happened.  I apologized, asked you everything, told you what i'm doing that time, tried to bring up some stories but still, that didnt work.  I dont know what's wrong.  Maybe i've done something wrong but i dont know what.

I'm not sure what i have done, but if you want me to know your problem please tell me what it is and dont keep it to yourself.  I'm not a psychic to read people's mind.  And i'm still learning to be a good boyfriend.  Please give me some times to learn.

I love you so much and i want this situation to end as soon as possible. I'm just an ordinary human being, i make mistakes, i'm sorry.

"speechless" :'(