My last night in sibu :(

well, referring to the entry tittle and the previous post. maybe u know that i'm going to leave sibu tomorrow. i mean today.

as i'm leaving, my cousins and uncles took the opportunity by visiting me tonight to bid their last farewell. quite sad to leave them all especially my bestest cousin, khairul nidzam. though he is 2 years younger than me, but we're very close like brothers :( now i will seldomly go to his place to hang out and no more going out with him.

maybe these pictures will tell u more what's going on tonight :)

cuzzies

again cuzzies with my nephew in orange

this is wat we had tonite

simple dishes only

friend since kindergarten :) abdul rahman, he's also taking medic but going to russia

New chapter in my life :)

it took not so long for me to pack everything to bring to KL tomorrow as i already prepared some stuffs earlier. i wonder whether all the clothes i bring will be enough for me or are they more then enough??as i'm going to be at Kolej Teknologi Timur for only a year-having my Cambridge A-level there. i hope everything will be fine. some pics on my stuffs :

3S-sandals-shoes-slippers

enough or more than enough??

KMNS tetap di hati :)

3 bags are enough

so, i will be going to kl tomorrow. first flight sibu to kl. need to wake up early. ahhhhhhhh. no more honeymoon. no more waking up late. less fun. less enjoy and more time to study haizzzz. wish me luck friends :) i'll miss my hometown, miss my friends here, miss home cook food, miss sibu food, miss wisma sanyan hahahaha. maybe i'm going back in sept for hari raya but havent book the ticket yet. now the ticket must be so damn expensive. arhhh. biarlah..mahal pun mahal..asal dpt balikkk..uwaaaaaaaaaaa :( later it'll be hard to see me stick at my home as i'm going home only during holiday and if the ticket is affordable. LOL

but at d same time i'm ready to go to KL. haha.. extra two days for me as i'm going to register on the 28th of june. yeah. shopping spree??hell yeah!! LOL XD wait for me!!

oh ya..maybe after this, my blog will only being updated after a while. my laptop is not with me now. urghhh. screen prob and have to fix it though i had sent it last week and it still undone :( i miss u MBP

wondering ??

Am i really prepared to face this??there's 2 weeks more for preparation :) i hope i can cope with the new life i will get when i arrived at d college.

KMNS to Sibu

Home sweet home..yeah!!just came back from KL this noon..after two nights staying with my uncle, i went back today. i quit from Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan (KMNS).

Sadly, i have to leave all my new friends whom i've known for 2 weeks only T.T i miss my roomates especially the one whose bed is just beside me, amin XD lol i'm sure he's now very comfortable coz now he has a queen sized bed ( two single beds are put side by side = queen size bed ) LOL..at first i dont want to quit so early as the allowance havent been banked in yet..$$$$..but when i think twice it's better for me to quit early coz matrix is quite tough..i mean the rules..MUST wear long sleeve shirt to class / tutorial / lectures going to the office from 8am to 5pm haizzzzz.. then the class can be held continuosly for 5 hours ( certain days ).my room is on the topmost floor. just imagine i have to walk up and down everyday. haizzz..very tired. havent include the geographical aspect. the college is built at hill area. maybe now i've reduce my body weight. LOL .

my first day at KMNS was like my first day during my primary and secondary school. i've no friends coz i'm the only sarawakian in KMNS. so i felt like i'm an alien..that's how i describe myself when i was asked to talk about myself during orientation week and ice breaking in the class..haha..somehow i can adapt to the new environment and made new friends. my first friend was my own roomate-muhsin, amin and wan. 4gt to mention that my room num is B345. nice aite XD..at KMNS i took physical science and my class was F2P1..

i quit matric on monday after math lecture, i went to the office, filled in the form, went back to my room, packed my things, sent back the pillow, walked to the guard house with three bags full of clothes and books-two backpacks and a large luggage. as i said earlier, in kmns, it is hilly. it was very tired to walk from my dorm to the front gate. when other students put their eyes on me i feel like a rockstar..hahahahaha..

i miss my friends and the food there..haha..i saw a touching incident when i'm queueing up to pay for food, i saw a student holding a plate with rice without any dish. then before the caterer took the money ( he just paid for the rice ), he took the plate and grabbed a chicken wing. he gave the chicken wing for free. i was speechless seeing the incident. i feel that i'm very fortunate that i am able to pay for the rice and 3 dishes besides spending my money on junkfood, comics, newspaper and etc when i'm at KMNS. haizzz..so sadd..

after quitting matrix, i went to shah alam to meet my uncle and his daughter who went for convocation yesterday at UiTM Shah Alam. i had so much fun with my cousins for past two days..

some shots on KMNS

Entrance

My block B3

Dataran Perdana with science lab as background

aerial view from B5

Cafe B

Cluster B-Bestari

Astaka

Tutorial Block

Dataran Perdana

Dewan serbaguna

Gymnasium

Lecture hall

Sports facilities

volleyball courts

Basketball courts

sepak takraw's courts

HEP

Video during orientation week..sorry for the low qulity coz it's taken by using mobile phone..and i get it from somewhere else :)

Life is hard?think twice..

something u dislike maybe is the best for u, u cant predict the future. just stay with the flow, just believe u can do it. in whatever condition, try to be the best, do not be the first but be the leader as the leader always lead and the first man will not always be the first. YOU CAN DO IT!!

Mati hidup semula

a month plus i left my page dusty without any news, maybe or i just left some short post. well, it's been a week i came out from Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN) also known as National Service (NS). i'm glad i was selected for the program and be a part of the wira. i was placed at Kem PLKN Bumimas, sibu which take like about 15 minutes by car from my house. my family can visit me anytime..LOL..back to the story..

i met lots of new friends. we played and had fun together. i have such a memorable moment which i wont be able to experience at other place. for sure i will treasure it forever. i'm so lucky that i was selected. this program actually gives more benefits than harm. the government is working very hard now to create unity among malaysians and this program is a part of it. the program is joined by multi-races. so there are three main races which are malay, chinese and indians. not to forget the minority like iban, kenyah and even kayan. waittt..i've known a lun bawang during d camp. very rare to make friend with them as their population is not much at my area. so i feel tat i'm so lucky to know and be friend with one of them XD .

my first day in the camp, of coz we're acting cold toward each other as we havent know each other yet. so funny. my first friend in d camp is an indian boy named Jahen Kumar. his bed is just beside mine. so proud tat my bed is just beside him as he is d leader of bravo company. oh yeah!!frgt to state that i'm in bravo company. then, from tat moment, i've known one by one my roommate maybe d whole wira. i'm not used to strict rules tat we have to obey during d camp. wake up early in d morning, q to get food and bla bla bla.. if u want to experience them, join PLKN..hahahaha..

Lots of activities are conducted, but i only managed to join half of them or maybe less than half as i was kick out from PLKN..LOL no lar..i come out from d camp earlier to further my study. very sad to leave the camp, friends ive known nearly a month. they are really great. they are my second family. they take good care of me while i'm in d camp - cant den coz they provide us with 6 meals per day..haha..

but, there are still some 'not-so-nice-to-hear' about PLKN. maybe after i posted this, the government read and take some actions to fix d problem..LOL..ok..the first one, some trainees still try to be racist. talk bad bout other races..bla..bla..blaa..then, problems happened between trainees from peninsular and sarawak. trainees from peninsular always try to look down on people from sarawak. wat i want to stress here is we, from sarawak are not like wat some of u think. still live in d jungle, walking on bare foot, eat rotten animals or insects and so on. come on, now we are in the 21st century, we have TVs, internet and other technologies to do research. try to do research bout us in sarawak. we r not that far behind the world. here we also have international fnb outlets-starbuck, coffeebean, big apple...bla bla bla, we have big shopping malls too-with global shopping outlets, 5 stars hotel, international airport and up to date sarawakians. just to mention some wat we have in sarawak. at the same time we r proud of d diversity of nature we have here in sarawak. longest river in malaysia-rajang river, a main transportation system and world heritage site-mulu national park. i'm not blaming all peninsular people, but as i heard some of them talking bad bout sarawak, my place, i cant to stay still without any action. i'm writing this just to voice out what i want to say XD so, no heart feeling k..

that's all for now..running out of ideas..haha..still lots to write but i need to rearrange them first..later yeah!!..NATIONAL SERVICE ROCK!!!!

Time is ticking slowly

The fourth day in hospital. I have been to the specialist clinics, mortuary, O&G ward (obstetrics and gynecology-kinda hard to pronouns them), orthopedics ward and today, A&E (accident and emergency). so tomorrow will be our last day to be attached as student at the hospital. my group, group 3-i am in the same group with navien, hazirah, yee tsin, andy, larry, kathleen and julia, will go to surgery wards-male and female. if we are lucky we will go to the OT(operation theater) to see some major operation by the surgeons. from my observation in these 4 days, life as a doctor is not easy. it might be cool like wat u see in t.v series but reality, it's a challenging job. WHY??because people life is in ur hand. then u have to deal with patients blood, urine, faeces, mucus, saliva and much more which are disgusting. then people see the doctors are very busy all the time with non stop working hours and extra hour for on call job waiting for them. but they are not 24/7 busy because there are nurses who work together with them as a team. and one more, doctors walk extra fast maybe they can join Olympic games in long distance running event. haha LOL!! ok!! enuff with the doctor story.

Now i have Friday, Saturday and Sunday left before i go for NS-to serve for my beloved country Malaysia LOL!! 3 days left and i want to spend my time with my family and friends..woot woot.. u all will miss me for the next 3 months or less (maybe)..haha..i have to say goodbye to my PC, PS2, facebook, ym, and last but not least Mafia wars..haha..i'm sorry tat i wont be able to increase my mafia level..lol..is tat wat am i suppose to worry the most??haha LOL

Hello to the new world and goodbye to you my history!!i wont forget you as long as i live. I need you to teach me to face and prepare to see my upcoming life :)

getting older..so wat??

I turned 18 yesterday and it will be my most memorable birthday celebration. WHY?? because i celebrated it with my friends. i didnt expect them to celebrate my birthday bcoz at first we planned only to have our last gathering before we split into our own path..we planned to go to the mini fun fair on the night before spm result came out which is on wednesday night..however because of transportation problem, i couldnt make it so the program is postponed to yesterday nite which is on my birthday. we had our dinner at pizza hut before we went to sibu town square phase two. thanks guys for last night celebration. i will remember it forever :) thanks to those coming last nite : Ashley wong, Hanani, Hazirah, Nurul, Hayati, Karin, Flora, Fatin, Amyrul, Andy, Albert, Kuen Luen, Ming Han, Jasmine Teng, Shu Fei, Ee Mei, Ying Ying, Lawrence kiing, Yee Tsin, Johnny and Eric. anyone missing??i hope not..lol..