Goodbye kuching..

it's my last night in kuching. i feel so relax and at the same time the full moon at the sky give a lot of peace in my mind. thanks to the creation of GOD. i had nothing much to do today. woke up late, around 8 am. went to the bookstore with my cousin, checked for motorcycle accessories coz he likes to modified his motorcycle very much. we even asked the shopkeeper how much is the price of a new yamaha 125ZR. the conversation went like this :

Izzat : Ini berapa satu?-sambil nunjok dkat moto ya
(How much is this?-while pointing at the bike, yamaha125ZR)

Shopkeeper : Berapa satu?Cash ar?
(How much?cash?)

Me : nangga Izzat sambil nahan tetak
(looking at izzat and try not to laugh)

Izzat : Kalau monthly?
(if monthly?)

Shopkeeper : Tunggu ar..
(Hold on)

Izzat : Nanyak k cash, rupa kta tk orang kaya jak. hehehe
(asking whether to pay with cash, like we r from wealthy family. hehehe)

Me : yah..crik rasa tak, mok gilak tauk
(serve u rite, very eager to know)

after tat the shopkeeper came with the price. izzat asked a lot as if he wanted to buy the bike so much. we spent around 30 to 45 minutes at the shop and then left the shop with empty handed. before we went back, izzat had a discussion with his father bout buying the bike, he wants a second bike actually. for him to race-legal racing near kuching stadium.

after tat..we went straight back home. the traffic was jam. and i feel tat i'm so lucky tat i live in sibu where the traffic is not so crowded as kuching or other cities. late evening, i just watched tv and had 'short' nap again. hehe. spending my time with cousin once a while is really good to make the family bonding stronger. besides we shared our own story. i'll let my last post in kuching to end here. see u in sibu friends!!. :)

can tis be called as a family vacation??

My second post..OK..today i woke up a lil bit late coz today i'm going no where. only at noon i went to the mosque with my grandfather to have our friday prayer. we went to Indian mosque or famously known as Masjid India among kuching city folks. we reached there at 12 noon. not so many people in the mosque as it was still early. we entered the mosque and had a place to sit and later we prayed at the same spot. i observed tat mostly old folks went to that mosque. my grandfather told me tat most people who go to the mosque are people from rural area-not originally from kuching or in local sarawak malay dialect as 'orang pesisir'. they come from samarahan, pasir pandak, santubong and etc. as zohor prayer time was around 1 o'clock, i had a long conversation with my grandfather and my eyes were still observing people coming in and out the mosque. we talked about our own family stories and our family trees. now i know tat i have lots of family all over sarawak. some of them are at kabong (betong area) but i dont know them. never met before. but of coz we have a very far family relationship. my grandfather kept on advicing me to study hard and lead a good life in the future like my aunts and uncles. he told me how hard he raised his children and now he can live a comfortable life. now he doesnt need to work hard coz all his children are working and can support him anytime. he also told me tat how we need to have good relationship with anyone. help others in need and they might help us when we face problems. we dun know when we will get into trouble. it's true, at the mosque, while waiting for prayer time, lots of people came to my grandfather and greet him. some of them had a short chat with him. he told me tat he dun mind to mix with people from different races. malay, chinese, indian and ibans (just mentioning some) can all be friends. he made me to think for a while. oh yeah!!i'm like tat too. i have lots of friends from different background-malay, chinese, ibans, bidayuhs and not forgetting navien, my indian friend. when i further my study i might have more friends from different races. tat's the uniqueness of malaysia. then, while sitting i also realised tat people in the mosque-in groups had their on discussion. some of them are indonesian workers, indians, and malays. they talked with each other as if they have known each other for long time-i can see tat people who never met before also can mix with other people very well. at 1.30pm, friday prayer started and i saw a difference between tat mosque and sibu mosque, the way the khatib read khutbah was more relax and in casual way while in sibu, the khatib read khutbah more to formal tone. after friday prayer, my grandfather brought me to have lunch at a nearby indian coffee shop. the timing was right as i'm so hungry at tat time. lol. i ordered roti canai and iced milo. i'm glad tat i could treat my grandpa for lunch after 17 years he takes good care of me and bought me toys when i was a little kid. thank you so much grandpa!! after having lunch, we walked around the masjid india. went into several shops. after 30 minutes walking, we went to tower market which is just opposite the masjid india and electra shopping house to have ABC and rojak. just then my mom and my aunts fetch us home. had a 'short' nap again and now i'm alone at home as my mom and my grandparents are going to bintawa. i'm home alone now. :)

my first post in kuching, my new experiences..

what a tiring day i have. woke up at 5.00am and i didn't have enough sleep. last nite though i slept quite early around 11pm but i couldn't sleep well. maybe bcoz i use to sleep late during tis hols. yeah!!lol. ok. after getting ready for an hour i went to SGH-Sarawak general hospital to accompany my grandfather for a minor surgery appointment. my aunt drove us to there. arrived at 7am and we waited for about an hour before my grandfather proceeded into the Operation theater. however, his blood pressure was too high for an operation. so, the doctor didnt want to take any risk, maybe the risk was too high and he might face any side effect or long term sickness. what a waste of 4 hours waiting. went back at 11am straight to my aunt's place in Sukma, semariang. i took a short nap for a about 3 hours-can it be called as short nap??lol. i'm too tired and sleepy. oh ya!!met hanani at SGH, with her father. tried to call her but not answered and few minutes later she texted me. and i told her i'm at SGH too. initially wanted to ask her for some drink at the canteen but she cant got out coz her father was having a meeting. back to my story, my nap story. haha. lol. woke up from my 'short' nap at 2pm and my mom asked me whether i want to go out with her or not. ofcoz i want. lol. nothing to do at home. so we went to e-mart in matang area. bought some groceries stuff. then we went to masjid india where u can find lots of textile sold at cheap price (it's an advantage if u r pro at bargaining). my mom bought some tudung for my sister. later we went to Wisma Saberkas. my aunt want to buy handphone for my cuz. thanks to me coz i tink i had help her a lot. lol. ok..tis part i tink really touch my feeling..when i was at wisma saberkas-groundfloor-there are supermarket there. when i was going to enter the supermarket i saw two little children holding a 1.5l bottle of carbonated drinks each. there are so cute-chinese looking girls. as i walked by, i accidentally saw a man holding his wallet, he seemed to find some notes to pay for his stuff and i accidentally to see tat his wallet is empty. OMG!!how is he going to pay for his stuff??i asked myself then only after that i know tat the man is the father of two cute little girls i saw before. i turned back to the entrance and i acted like waiting my mom outside. my eyes still stuck at tat man and his children. i saw him paying the carbonated drinks by using a RM100 notes. hmmm. i was like *speechless* . then after they made their move i walked inside the supermarket and thinking about how important it is to find a good, stable and worth job. i was so sad..i kept on thinking about him until i was in the car. i asked myself how is my life now? i've a good life. a life tat is far better than him. i can ask money for my parents anytime but for sure it's not in a big amount. i always have a sum of money with me in my wallet. i realised tat it's hard to find money for ourselves nowadays. i need know how to save my money for my future. i hope tat i wont spend as much as i'm spending now. hmmm..how to raise good children if it's hard to find money??still thinking bout it. ok. after wisma saberkas, we headed to my aunt's place and we reached there at 8pm sumtink. now..still thinking bout tat man. when i look at his face. i feel pity for him. come on guys. we have to work hard so tat we will have a good life in the future..let's pray for our good future.. :)

I'm off to........

Going to kuching tomorrow..so i'm not in sibu for a while..to be more accurate. i will be away for 5 days..will be back on the 31st of jan. accompany my mom to see my grandfather coz he will undergo a minor surgery for...i'm not sure. hehe. will write another post on my travelling to kuching.. see ya!!

another early morning post..

Hey, it's my second early morning notes, but it isn't tat early, already pass 3 in the morning. hehe. i cant sleep. i dun know why. maybe i already slept the whole evening. missed to watch some badminton match for Malaysia open. luckily i could watch australian open for tennis. hehe. last nite having a good time with my family. went to my cousin's cafe and met my uncles and aunts there. so we combined our table and the cafe was ours. oh GOD. really enjoyed tat moment where we all could chit chat and joke around with my cousins. after having dinner together we went back home and then i spent my times in front of the tv for 4 hours. i started to online late tonite. hehe. enjoy some shows on tv. while online i ym-ed with my friends and my dearly cousin. while ym-ing accidentally talk bout songs. then i come with several songs. ok. now i cant stop listening to tis song. it's not a new song and not so old. for u who know tis show-music bank. a korean show to promote their song i think. u must know tis song. HEARTBEAT by 2PM somehow tis song maybe has something to do with me. lol

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

niga jitbalbgo ddeonan shimjangi

ajikdo ddwigo issuh

geugutdo neoleul hyanghae

ijeulyeogo amooli nolyukhaebwado

saelowoon saramdeuleun amoori mannabado

gaesok dashi ddo dashi dolaseomyun wae ni senggakman naneunji

an hallae geuman hallae

amoori nae jashineul dallaego ddo dallae bwado

amoo soyoungi ubssuh nae shimjangi gojangna bulyusseo wae

wae ajikdo naneun ilun babo gateun jisheul haneunji

meolilon algetneundae gaseumeun wae ji mamdaelonji

nuleul jabgo nochileul mot hae jigeumdo niga na eh gyuttae

itneun gut gattae ibyuleul mitji mot hae

nogool mannado maeum sok han gotseun yulji mot hago gaesok ni jalil biweonwa

ol liga ubneundae oljido moleundago wae mitneunji gaseumi wae maleul an deutni

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

ijeoya hae ijeoya salsoo issuh

jiweo beolyuh yaman hae an geulyeomyun naega jooguh

stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming.

she's gone, gotta be moving on

gassuh ji ana geunyun ni senggak haji ana

geunyuh neun naega gidalineun gul junhyuh moleun chae jal salgo issuh

geunyuh neun imi nal ijussuh wanjunhi jiwussuh wae naneun geuleokae mot hani

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

TRANSLATIONS

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left

is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget

no matter how many new people i meet

why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around

i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.

no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself

it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things

i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling

i'm holding on to you and can't let go.

it still feels like you're next to me.

i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty

there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back

why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live

i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die

stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming

she's gone, gotta be moving on

she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well

she already forgot about me, totally erased me.

why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

Never planned it..but that's it..

Buzz!!buzz!!BUZZ!!hmm, another post from me. yeah, it's me again. last nite or tis early morning if i'm not mistaken. drop by at a blog where i used to visit EVERYDAY last time. hoping for new updates and posts from her. but it was last time. OLD STORY which i think tat i wont remember it anymore. yeah, she posted several new posts. as her blog was loading i cant see the text coz the background is black. too dark and i tink the colour of the text is black too. surprisingly, after finish loading, ofcoz at tat time i could see the text and start reading. but i'm not going to tell u wat i read. too surprise tat her blog has the same background as mine. GOSH!!we didnt plan it at all. i've been using this layout for almost 2 or 3 weeks ago and i'm not telling her. and i'm sure, very very sure tat she didnt drop by at my blog before she changed her background. i'm not sure whether tis is an accidental case. hmm. we're not planning it. is it the INSTINCT tat make tis thing to happen??let see...hmmm..i hope tis post will explain the real situation. an unplanned situation. suratan atau kebetulan?? lol

am i a good teacher??

tis holiday really torturing me..hmmm..i'm so damn f*****g bored!!hmm..i need to find something to do tis hols..besides sitting in front of d tv and PC..haha..somebody ask me to be their teacher..ofcoz they are younger than me who are still schooling..am i born to be a teacher??weiii..i cant be a teacher coz i dun know how to teach people..plus..i'm not tat good..just an average student..i didnt manage to get top 10 rank in pass two years..so regret..hmm..i dont want to blame anyone..but i'm blaming myself till now..i always told myself tat go with the flow..and my words make me to be like tat.. i was influenced by something tat i suppose not to approach..hmm..okokok..about being a teacher..before this a friend of mine asked me whether i'm interested to be a teacher in primary school..a replacement teacher..haha..lol...do u tink i can??but it's better than nothing..if i'm a teacher at least i can get $$$..haha..clothes..accesories..hp credit..wow..i can do a lot with $$$..hmm..let see..to be or not to be a teacher??maybe i will..lol..u see..i cant even make my own decission..lol..hmm..i should help those students..our future generation..let's wait and see!!!

The Spy Next Door

Went to Sarawak House today with my dad and my sister..for a movie titled The Spy Next Door where Jackie Chan is the hero and his sidekick is Billy Ray Cyrus-Miley Cyrus dad..it's a funny movie and interesting too..hmm..i want to tell u more about the story but i tink it is better for u all to go to the nearest cinema and watch the movie..u wont regret..here is the movie trailer..

Early morning notes

I CANT SLEEP!!!it's really troublesome if u want to sleep but u cant..then u just lay down on ur bed without doing anything..urggggggghhhhhhhh..hmmmmmmm..it's been a few days oredy tat every night come along with rain..hmm..so cold tat i even no need to switch on fan to sleep..tis cold temperature make me feel lazy..YES..very lazy..i can say tat my daily routine is wake up late around 10 or 11 am eventhough my father always wake me up at 7..then will have my breakfast..after breakfast i will start watching TV or get myself stuck in front of my PC..oh yaa..my PS2..it has been a long time i havent touch it since last 2 weeks after my sleptover at my cuz house..it's the end of year 2009..i miss fifa10 so much..lol..now..my life is in front of PC or TV..i'm trapped!!HELP ME!!a day before yesterday..someone offered me to work at a cafe..the owner of the cafe itself whom offered me..i want to work..to get new experiences and of coz $$$..haha..i tink it will be great if i can get money by myself..however..my parents love me so much..haha..lol..they dont want me to involve with hard and dirty jobs..lol..they said to me tat enjoy your holiday as u can coz when u grow up and start working..it's hard to enjoy urself..hmmm..after thinking..i agree with them..i can see how hard my father try to support his family..going to work as early as 8am and come back at 5pm..he hardly being able to get himself holiday..so..maybe i'll just stay at home tis long hols..i'm getting bored with it..luckily ive my PC, TV and PS2..lol..i dont know until when i can stand tis..haha..ermm..maybe i'll plan to go out with my friends for movies??anyone??Just call me or text me or drop some cmmnt at my FB wall id u want to ask me out..haha..LOL..

Me bored

Bored still learning how to improve my blogging skills..

Silat performance

just came back from kuching yesterday..did i mentioned bout my trip to kuching last week??errmmm..ok..fyi..i went to kuching with my silat friends..they are like my second family..we are invited by the relative of our silat coach to perform silat during their daughter wedding ceremony last weekends..oh ya!!a week before tat..we have trained very hard for the performance..every evening and night we will train..fuhhh..but..during the ceremony..lots of people are satisfied with our performance..OUR GREAT PERFORMANCE..hehe..watch the vid below..there were 3 performances..first one is solo..second one is tempur and the third one is wiraloka bebas..i'm not sure u can understand those 3 terms..they are silat terms..hehe..i participate in the last performance-wiraloka bebas which consist of 5 person..the trip to kuching was an enjoyable trip..rare one..seldom can go together with friends..will miss that trip very much..

About school

I went to school tis morning..at 10.00am..it's metho recess time..i went to school to buy books for my sister..those metho students must know how hard it is to buy books from koperasi beginning of the year..long queue!!fuhhh..though i came early..there were people who came earlier than me..but at least i didnt have to wait for long time to buy those exercise books..hmm..my sis should be grateful to me..last time no one helped me to buy exercise books..haiz..besides buying some books..i went to school to see the clerk.. last month i took my sijil berhenti sekolah dy..but there were some correction..the clerk blamed me coz she said she typed according to my handwriting..wei!!u suppose to know how to differentiate digit 2 and 5 la..how u can pass the interview to get the job huh??!!STup** clerk!!u know tat my schooling year is from 2005 til 2009..why did u type 2005 til 5009??tat mean i live more than 3000 year..lousy clerk..dun know how to do jobs..one more thing..my kelab pelancongan certificate..u only typed my post which is pengerusi..but pengerusi for wat??tat mean the certificate is meaningless..haiz..the first time i told her bout the correction she scolded me..and now??who is at the wrong side??saling tak tumpah seperti menegakkan benang yang basah..maybe if i report tis prob to guru kanan or pengetua she will lose her job..lol..ok..ok..cool down man..hmmm..while i'm waiting for my mom to fetch me..it's around 11am..when most afternoon session students come to school..i saw lots of new faces..maybe there are from form 1 or peralihan classes.. they still look like primary school students..maybe it's still in the beginning of 2010..they havent been influenced by bad and naughty senior students yet..i believe tat..in several more months..their attitude will change slightly..but let us pray tat they will only become a better student..coz..metho now is sekolah kluster kecermalangan..they must keep their standard at high level..Good luck students!!

Holiday activities

yeay2!!going to kuching tomorrow..(7.1.10)..tat mean it's my third travel after my spm and during tis hols..fuhhh..feel very tired to travel..lol..but i wont be going for holiday..ermm..yah..not for holiday..i've some jobs to do..well..will be going by land with some of my silat's friends..we r invited to someone's wedding reception in kuching tis weekend for some silat performances..~woot~..we r imported from sibu..haha..lol..recently i spend most of my time with my silat's friends..we r trying hard to keep on practice and practice for the performance..somehow..i have to pay for it..now..my whole body is in pain..i am feeling the pain now..muscle pain..ouchh..here and there..i hope i will recover soon before my performance..tat is the result after not active in sport for atleast 3 months-due to spm..haha..lol..later will upload the vid of my performance..see ya!!

Miri and Sabah trip 25.12.09-29.12.09-part 2

after being busy for a few days lately..let's get back to our story..let's start with..

Third Day

on the third day..i woke up very early..at around ermm..6.30am like tat..so..after packing all things-coz we wanted to check out from d hotel and find a new one..we went down to the lobby..andy and i had our breakfast at the hotel restaurant coz we had two complimentary free breakfast coupons..mr wong had to have his breakfast at d coffee shop outside..sorry mr wong..what can i say is the breakfast is better than the breakfast we had at park hotel miri..a more expensive hotel..of coz maaa..haha..lol..okok..tat morning i had a heavy breakfast coz on tat day we r going to some islands in sabah..and i knw i'll need lots of energy..after breakfast, the taxi driver fetched us..he brought us to the gaya street sunday market..and once again..WOW!!i could see lots of people..i saw human see..lol..they kept on bargaining with the sellers..u know wat..the sunday market not only selling souvenirs..even pets..food..jewels are sold at tat sunday market..nice aite??huhu..after spending about 30-45 minutes at the sunday market..we made our move to Jesselton Point the jetty where we book a boat trip to sabah's islands..there..i rushly bought a short pants for swimming at the island..lol..then..when it comes to pay fees..luckily i brought together my school library card..i get cheaper price than mr wong and andy coz ive a proove with me tat i'm a student..am i??thought i finished my spm exam dy..haha..lol..it took around 20 minutes to arrive at manukan islandf from jesselton point..there..we had a walk around the island..i wanted to swim..but mr wong didnt allow..he told me tat my mother wont allow..oh god..i can swim well la.so i called my mom and asked for her permission..oh yeah!!she allowed me..and i'm so happy..so..i rented the equipment and start swimming..swimming at 10 in the morning with the sun striking strongly..so..the result is..i get sunburn :( but who cares as long i can swim there..lol..haha..we spent 3 hours at manukan island..then at 12pm we made our move to another island..sapi island..we didnt spend much time there as we all are very tired..we went back to sabah at 2.00pm..reached our hotel 15 minutes after that..then..we find a place to have a lunch..walked around the city cntre..and at last we had our lunch at kfc..then andy and i went for window shopping at wisma merdeka-just across our hotel..while mr wong went back to hotel to have evening nape-he's very tired..nothing took our attention there..so..then we went to suria sabah a new shopping complex..it's a huge one..but not all shop are open dy..coz it steel new maaa..only times bookstore..metrojaya..kfc..hush puppies.convers and several more shops are opened..bought some shirts there..and andy too..after tat..we went back to hotel and then mr wong join us..then we walked to central market and the waterfront nearby..the sunset was very beautiful..we also walked to handicraft market which is also known as filipino market..then..we went to warisan square, centre point sabah and suria sabah for one more time..we had our dinner at malay stall which is just by the roadside..the third night ended by just walking around in the city cntre..

Fourth day

Fourth day is my last day in sabah..on tat day we are brought to lok kawi wildlife cntre by the taxi driver..we saw lots of animals..of coz la..wildlife cntre maa..tat day we didnt visit many places.only lok kawi wildlife cntre..inanam orchid garden..tanjung aru beach and 1 borneo shopping complex..bought smting there laa..huuhu..our flight to miri was at 9.00pm..huh..very tired laa..reached hotel and i slept very2 well..muahahahahaa..

Fifth day

not much happened on tat day..just a tiring trip to sibu..and know wat..i spent my time wisely i d bus..by SLEEPING..haha..reached sibu safely..thanks GOD

to see the pics..u can click here

i hope i can have a trip like tis in d future..really enjoy d fun trip with andy and mr wong..thanks all!!