Saturday, December 31, 2011

My diary of 2011

January 2011

  • I met someone special in my life.  I'm scared to tell her my feeling towards her but after keeping it for myself, i finally told her on a beautiful date :) At first, it's an awkward relationship but we can cope with it and now we're comfortable with each other.
  • Didnt go back for chinese new year.  Instead, my family came to KL for vacation.  We went to Penang for few days
  • I bought new toys.  It's USSR rangefinder, FED 5C
  • I got to know my result for AS exam.  Only managed to get 11 points :(
Februrary 2011
  • Pass IELTS with band 7.5 
  • I joined several events for FESNI-choir, 1 Malaysia dance
  • Got first place for both events :)
March 2011
  • Celebrated my birthday with close friends : Muadz, Am, Zainal, Arsul, Affsya, Izah and Syakila at Bagan Lalang.  Had our dinner there and get wet at the beach.  Am is my twin from different mom because his birhday is also on the 14th of March
  • Joined Feskott.  I played futsal, football, tug of war, track events-100m, 200m, 4X400, and 4X100m.  I've never joined so much events like that before.  won gold for 200m and 4X400m, silver for 100m and bronze for 4X100m
  • Her birthday is also in March :) Congrats for getting straight A's in SPM. 
April 2011
  • I cant recall much about what had happened in April
May 2011
  • Critical month of the year.  I sit for A2 exam for this month
June 2011
  • End of my A level and college stories.
  • Have to attend BTN for a week at Kuarters KLIA Nilai
  • Went to Ipoh, backpacking with Am and Zainal for 3 days
  • At last i returned back to where i belong, Sibu
July 2011
  • Went to Brunei for cousin's wedding
  • Went to Mukah for family day
  • Finished all the medical check up thingy with Dunstan
  • Applied part time job with Dunstant at Pizza Hut
  • My first time experience working
August 2011
  • Fasting month
  • I got my first salary $$$
  • The A level result came out and i didnt pass.  I just need 1 point to pass.  Goodbye to Poland
  • Have to go to KL twice to deal with JPA.  
  • Spent so much time with her :) but still not enough
  • Got an offer from a university in Jakarta
September 2011
  • Hari Raya-celebrated it in Kuching first and then Sibu
  • Malam Ramah Mesra Tabung Keluarga Makmur at RH Hotel
  • She visited my house :)
  • Doa Selamat and open house.  She came for second time :)
  • Went to KL and spent a little time with her before i fly
  • Flew to Jakarta
  • Experienced new life in Jakarta
  • Missing her so much
October 2011
  • Having a hard life in Jakarta
November 2011
  • Have to spend around 800000rupiah to buy a new apple adaptor.  Damn expensive.  
  • Had a chance to watch live football matches at Gelora Bung Karno Stadium.
  • Malaysia won SEA games football match.  
December 2011
  • nothing much happened
  • Stranded inside my house during new year eve
  • working hard for a big project :)
  • Financial problem :(
I wish i can celebrate New Year with you. Sadly i cant :( Isnt today is just like last year? you watched The Tourist during last new year eve and today you're watching movie again at GSC Pavilion.

I miss you so much :(

The last day of the year

Today is the last day of 2011. let's recall back some memories. 

I've known you since primary school but i never want or talk to you at that time. Maybe i found that you're hard to communicate with. You're different with other kids who are always being around with their friends, talk loudly and play around in the class.  You always sit there by yourself, do your own work and dont bother what other kids are doing.  I've tried to talk to you last time but i've no idea.  However, though we seldom talk to each other, I know a lil bit of your background at that time.  I know where is your house, your school and who always fetch you from school. err. that's only 3. So, actually, i know only 3 things about you last time.

After we've graduated from that school, I didnt hear anything about you until my cousin ask me whether i know there's a muslim student who are not wearing tudung in school.  I was shocked and i know maybe that time you're in chinese medium, that's why.  But then, I still dont bother to know more.  People say Sibu is very small, but we've never bounce into each other.  If we've accidentally met, maybe i will say hi and try to search you in facebook.  

Hobby brought us together.  It was after my AS exam in 2010 around november. My cousin and I organize a mini outing for photography lover.  It's him who organize it actually, i just give some opinion on what we need to do. He invited his friends and most of his friends are my friends because we're in the same school before.  I was his senior and i know most of his friends.  When i went through the list, there's a girl that i'm not familiar with.  I asked my cousin and he said she is a friend to his junior. (the girl is not her) oh, and that girl is not my friend in FB.  Few days after that, i got a request from her and i just click yes. LOL

Then the real story begin.  I went to that girl FB page.  From what i remember, her page is private if i'm not mistaken.  But i can see her family list.  When i see her family list, i try to refresh back my memory.  I can recall a bit but not all because we're not very close last time remember?  Now i'm going to talk about you.

When i open your FB page, i looked at everything.  I went to your blog last time and from there, i know a few about you.  I know we've met but i'm scared that you dont remember me.  And i made a little summary about you after i glance through them. hahaha.  I didnt add you at that time because i still dont know you and i want you to add me first. *sorry.  During the mini outing, we had a short session of ice breaking, and your sister told us lil bit of her background.  At that time i know that she is your sister but i dont have gut to ask her.  Before she left, i dare myself to ask her and she said yes.  I saw your mum drove her home and i still remember that car.  And it's confirmed. it's YOU.

Few days after, i got a friend request from you.  My heart jumped out of my chest because i dont need to add you bcz you've add me first.  And from there, we started to wall each other saying hi and etc.  After sometimes, i dont know why i suddenly want to ask your number.  When i asked you your number, i dont have any reason to tell you for what i need your number.  I know, at that time you hesitatingly gave me your number.

Days after that, we texted.  From saying hi, we started to text informally like we've known each other for long time.  Towards the end of 2010 something started to grow inside of me.  I've never felt like that before.  When you went to singapore for few days, my phone kept silence and i found that there's something missing.  When you texted me saying you're in your way back to KL, i was very happy.  Very happy that i can hear from you again :)

Our PM announced that it's a public holiday on the 31.12.10 because Malaysia had won against Indonesia in Suzuki Cup final match.  Knowing that she's in KL, i made up my mind to go to KL on that last day of 2010 to meet her.  Besides, i'm going out with my collegemates the next day.  I went to KL to meet her but before that, i went to Central Market to survey cameras.  Then i walked to Bukit Bintang area.  I went to Times Square when i know she's there but couldnt find her.  Continue to walk to Sungei Wang plaza before heading to the Pavilion.  She's in the pavilion but why so hard to find her? It took me more than 2 hours walking inside the pavilion to find her.  And at last, found her before she went to the cinema to watch The Tourist.

I was so happy to see her but at the same time, i was so shy that ive no idea what to talk about.  It's a short meeting.  Only around 15 to 30 minutes maybe.  But that's enough to make me smile for the whole day :) 

Today is our first meeting anniversary 

Friday, December 30, 2011

Big project

I'm working hard for this project. it's a special project for the end of 2011. I've bought almost all of the materials needed. What i need now is just creativity. I'm not an art student.  I cant draw like Picasso or other famous artists.  When the project is done, i hope it will turn out well :)

I slept before 12am and just woke up.  I cant sleep :( my biological clock must be changed before next week

Just wait for it 

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Selepas 10 bulan

Dapat diumpamakan seperti ibu mengandung.  Film dari 10 bulan lepas baru siap di proses dan di scan.  Proses dan scan pun ambik masa kira-kira seminggu.  Berkat kesabaran tunggu 10 bulan dapat jugak tengok gambar2 dari film Luckhy SHD 100-film yang guna chemical sendiri sebab ni film pure bnw.  Setelah tunggu dekat nak setahun, pernah jugak terlintas dalam fikiran, "aku redha kalau film ni berkulat tak diproses" sebab apa? sebab film pure bnw ni susah nak proses.  Tak banyak kedai yang dapat proses pure bnw sebab rata-rata kedai/photolab proses guna chemical c-41 je.

Gambar-gambar dari film tu aku shoot guna FED 5C, russian rangefinder. First try, so gambar pun tak boleh la nak cakap cantek sangat kan. focussing lari, gambar tak jadik, blur, tu la antara result gambar yang aku dapat.  Semua gambar ni aku shoot waktu pergi bercuti kat Pulau Pinang bulan 2 lepas waktu tengah chinese new year. Post pasal cuti tu ada kat sini Antara gambar yang jadi ada kat bawah ni.

Penjara lama
Jubin dinding
Kek Lok Si 
Buah hati 
Tanjung Cafe
Aku tak lahir dalam zaman hitam putih, tapi gambar hitam putih memang cantik, noise dgn grain dia lawa. Non edit version pakai film memuaskan hati :) kalau nak tengok lebih lagi pergi la facebook aku

Tahniah kepada dia ni sebab dapat 8A dalam PMR.  Semoga lebih cemerlang dalam SPM nanti :) Tengah fikir nak hadiahkan dia apa



Aku tengah usahakan sesuatu yang kecik, tapi bagi aku penting jugak la.  Harap-harap berjalan dengan lancar.

Kenapa aku nak membebel dalam blog ni? bukannya orang lain ada baca pun. Sedihnya hidup aku.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

A day with family in Jakarta

Last week, at this time, i was having so much fun with my cousins.  They're here for 3 nights. 2 nights in Bandung and a night in Jakarta.  I only met them in Jakarta because i've class to attend.  DAMNN!! if there's no class i can join them in Bandung.  But, it's ok to meet them only in Jakarta.

I was very excited to meet them.  I attended my morning classes and after the class finished at 11am, i rushed to my house to drop my bag and other unnecessary things before i took a taxi to DUFAN.  DUFAN stands for Dunia Fantasy which is located in Ancol, Jakarta Utara.  It's a family theme park.  More or less like Sunway Lagoon in Malaysia.  But there, in Ancol, besides DUFAN, there's sea world, ecopark, samudera, and etc. Different place offer you different entertainment and fun.

I reached DUFAN at around 11.45am.  The entrance fee to Ancol is IRP 15, 000 per head and another IRP 15,000 per vehicle.  For public transport like taxi, no need to pay for the entrance fee.  Entrance fee for vehicle is just for private vehicles.  I waited for less than 30 minutes.  Maybe around 10 minutes for my uncle.  They're already inside Ancol but they dont know how to reach DUFAN.

Once i saw an MPV stopped in front of me,  I felt very happy cz i know it's him, my uncle with his family.  Then, he went to the ticket counter to buy the entrance ticket. wohooo, i'm the first malaysian among 2011 batch set my footstep there.  The ticket for weekdays is IRP 150,000 per person.  At least i only spent my money on taxi fee, and entrance fee.

We walked to the theme park and everyone was very excited.  After getting through the security gate and have our hand stamped, the fun begins.  There's not many people there.  Maybe because it's weekdays.  The lesser the better.  We only queued for certain games.  And i played almost all games in DUFAN except for the roller coaster because it's still in maintenance.  Among all the games, there's two nerve wrecking games. Hysteria and Kicir-kicir.  Hysteria is just like spaceshot in Genting Highland but not too high.  Spaceshot is higher.  And Kicir-kicir, the shape is like windmill the seat can rotate 360 degree and it rotates upside down as the blades of Kicir-kicir also rotates 360 degree.  It was awesome!!!  Played it with my cousin.

After walking for few hours till the park closed, we went to ecopark to watch light show.  It's musical show actually.  After the show, we went straight to the hotel.  I joined them to sleep in the hotel. :) After they put their luggages in their room, i brought them to my house to take my bag for tomorrow's class.  Luckily i can remember the road to my house.  My uncle and my two cousins had a chance to see my house and my room.  After i packed everything for tomorrow, we went to KL Village for dinner. Thanks again i can remember the way to Jalan Jaksa. fuhh.  I was scared that i cant remember the way but thanks to my photographic memory. hahaha.

After dinner, we went back to the hotel as it was almost midnight.  At the hotel, we got nothing else to do except to sleep.  Everyone's tired after having so much fun.  The next day, i went back at 7.30am and they have to catch their flight back to KL at 1130am.  I had so much fun with them and i was grateful to be able to meet them in Jakarta.  Here are the pictures of us having so much fun in DUFAN :

Inside the souvenir store
In front of zeus
Irfan, Khairi an my uncle
Inside tilt house.
Criminal
Cousins
This is Kicir-kicir
My favourite :) with aisyah
Thanks Cik Is for tagging me along during your family holiday :) It has been 3 months i'm here in Jakarta.  That's mean, i've not seen my family for 3 months.  Spending times with you all really mean a lot to me.  Cant wait to go home!!
*photos taken from Syikin's facebook. thanks syiking :)

Saturday, December 10, 2011

I'm really worry about you. hope that everything will be just fine.

To talk bout it through text kinda hard because it's a serious matter. 


I'm always there beside you.  Close your eyes and you can feel me :)

Friday, December 9, 2011

BLOGOR 3

The first week of Blok 3. It's the third block for this first semester. Blok 3 is about Dasar Biologi Sel 1. It's mainly about basic things in Biology-what is cell, chemical bonding, history of cell, DNA. I studied most of the sub chapter in this block during my A-level and a bit during high school. The difference is, here, they taught us in their language, not in English. So, we Malaysians found it difficult at first to catch up. The first week is going to end and there's still class tomorrow.

Before this blok started, i went to Bogor with a group of friends. Three of us are 2011's junior and the other 10 are our seniors. It's a free trip for juniors. I dont know why they let us to go there for free. But, for me as long as it is free, i dont mind to join. HAHAHAHA. We left Jakarta at 6am and arrived at around 7am. The trip only took one hour because the traffic went smoothly.  It was really different when we went back to Jakarta.  We took more than 1 hours to reach Jakarta because of traffic jam.

The activities for the two days trip are flying fox, archery, team building activities, futsal, jungle trekking, swimming and some spiritual activities. I can say that the schedule was really pack for two days. I learned a lot from the trip and i gained new experiences as well. It was my first time trying archery and from that first time, i was able to hit bullseye!! You can say it's just luck. But, bullseye is always a bullseye that everyone would like to aim for and i hit it right at the centre :) And one more thing, Bogor is situated at highland, it's very cold there. To swim at that kind of place may cause you to shiver the whole day.

So, that's roughly what i did in Bogor.  Next, pictures will do the talking

TIMNAS Indonesia jersey
First time :)
The results.  I hit the bullseye!!
One of the activities-rawa beracun
Favourite activity :) Futsal match against the facilitator.  They played very well
I enjoyed the trip so much and i got some souvenirs from Bogor.  There were red patches on few parts of my body.  I dont know why but i think it must be some sort of allergy.  After i reached Jakarta, i went straight to the hospital.  Thanks God, i feel better now.