Thank you :)

It is hard to get used to my current situation

I love you so much :)

I miss you :( 

I'm still the old same Haziq like few years ago. And I hope I'm still with you 

No matter how fast time flies I will stay unchanged like you said last time when I was going on board to Jakarta. 

I love you :)

Now my old phone has broken down. How am I going to read our old conversations like what I always did last time? When we are not tired with each other when we texted until late night 24/7.  I miss to hear your voice I miss to see you smile I miss to make you laugh I miss to spend time with you. When we were in our own world nothing can interfere. 

I do get jealous sometimes when your friends get more chance to spend time with you. When they get text from you more frequent. When they are only a few steps away from where you are standing, im thousand miles away. But that does not make my love for you any lesser. 

I know we are getting busier these days but I hope that you still have some time for me. Text me like how you texted me on the first time.  Talk with me, tell me your story and everything will get better.

I understand you want to enjoy your time to the fullest while you are still in college but please dont ignore the one who are missing you so bad :( 

Im not changing but im scared that if situation like this keep going on either you or me will feel ignored.

When I 'deleted' my blog last time, I still remember what you wrote on twitter. Maybe it's not the exact words, it sounds something like 'how you're going to move on when you are scared of your past' and then you said you're going to help me to come out from my past. im not comparing present with the past but you have read my old posts about my life so I expect you to know how my old life was.

i just afraid that what happened to me last time will happen again. Being ignored and forgotten slowly.

I hope it will not happen as im over thinking about this matter.

I love you sayang and I dont want to lose you. I miss all the times we had last time and im hoping that we will be like that forever. We have plan for our future together dont we? Being with you is the most wonderful think to me. You are my motivation besides my family.

Im sorry if this post is bothering you or any of my previous posts are bothering you. And im sorry if ive done anything bad.

I love you so much

Keep telling myself it will be okay. everything will be alright.
Don't overthink.  It may kill you
Please