This is the PROBLEM!!!

most of the peninsular people always think that we, sarawakians or sabahans hate them. even a friend of mine asked me before. why sarawakian hate them. u want to know why. i'm not saying all the peninsular people or 'orang melaya' is bad, they are good, i make very good friend with them. but there's a small quantity of them are too ego. maybe they think that they are better. please..we're malaysian and making this scenario worst is, the bumiputeras are fighting among themselves. this make malaysia under serious race crisis now. i dont want to say more about this. don't we suppose to support and tolerate with each other??our pioneer leaders had done their best to get us united under one name which is malaysia. we must help each other. not to ruin each other or keep on blaming among ourselves. here are two pictures which is a part of the reasons why we, sarawakians or sabahans HATE them. this post don't related to bring up racist issue or what. it's just to show that the REASON of this issue.

1st picture :

2nd pic :

found them somewhere in FB

Exam ended and holiday start XD

*sigh*

I'm stranded at LCCT-Low cost carrier terminal? now when my friends already went back, arrived safely to their destination, on their way now and not forgotten some of them are in the departure hall now. try to be as patient as i can. surfing the web, flashing back all sweet moments we had together yesterday. yeah, we had a very enjoyable journey yesterday. it was AWESOME!!sadly, two of our friends can't join us-me, alyster, am, wayne, yaya n izah XD.

after the lecturer announced ' put your pen down and stop writing ', i can feel the heaven though i may not get good result for biology paper 2. but, who cares aite. as long as the exam end and holiday start, students won't bother to think about exam stuff anymore. i can see smile on their face. nothing is better than finishing the exam as soon as possible :)

after leaving the main hall, we made our move to our own apartment. start to pack our stuff, cleaned our nest and did something silly. this upcoming raya really turn me on. i sang raya song loudly but of course i didnt finisht the verse . lol. then i waited for the organizing chairman-alyster to arrange everything about out exam-free trip to Bukit Bintang area.

They planned that earlier, like a week before our holiday, but i just joined them at the last minute as i have nowhere to stay-i'm taking a flight back to kuching the next day(today). our main event for that day was to watch step up 3D. only am and me haven't watch that movie. other 4 of them watched the movie already but not in 3D. we booked 5.05pm showing one cuz there was no more seat available for 6 of us in a row at 2.45pm.

yaya, izah, wayne, alyster, am and me

so we wandered around for sometimes. now malaysia is having sale. damn!! i'm running out of money and i need them to spend. hope this raya i will get a lot duit raya :) around 3pm we moved to BB plaza/Sg. Wang/ lot 10. the biggest spender for that day was alyster. he bought a lot and surprisingly am also spent some on clothes.

enough of the shopping stories. it's very common when we talk about people spending their money on what they like. let's change the topic a bit. so here come the funny thing. when we were at lot 10, on our way back to pavilion, there is a national geographic exhibition stuff. kinda actually. there were some blocks of wood with background pictures of pyramid, desert, trees, artic printed on it-so that people can come and take picture as if they are at that places. the funny thing was, there was a lady-around late 40's or middle 35's. she was standing in front of on of the block and asked her little daughter to take the picture. can u imagine that small kid grabbed a camera and tried to snap those pictures of her mom. she was forced to do that actually. as we passed by, we heard the mother yelled at her daughter. pity the daughter. she knows nothing.. we tried for not to laugh but we burst into laughter as we stepped out of that building. that was the main topic for that day.

next activity- watched step up 3D. what can i say is, that movie is so cool man!!!though the story line is just so-so. BUT, u will like the choreography seriously. damn cool!!the way their body move is really really nice. i'm gonna watch the movie again. and comments from my friends who watched that movie for second time were positive. they love that movie. the movie will be way more interesting if the story line is better.

after the movie, we went to carl's junior to break fast. unluckily, we didn't get any seat. so we walked around, bought mineral waters and just broke fast with mineral water. yaya requested to go to baskin robin's and her wish is granted XD while finishing her ice cream, we got a little time for camwhoring. we want memories of that day to be immortal :D again, carl's junior was where our next destination. yaya came up with the lucky charm of that day. she got num 88 for her order.

wayne, am, alyster, me and izah.-lucky num 88 is there

we really had a good time together. laugh together, story-telling session, and taking pictures all the time-is it??when we wanted to go to the toilet, we passed by a camera shop. then i saw a little girl was trying to take a picture of her mom and a woman with a handphone. and yes. her mother was the one who asked her to. then izah and i wanna laugh but we hold for a while. we stop walking and realize that the woman that the lady taking picture with was ziana zain. all of us were stunned for a while. then we talked to each other and kept on asking every one among us to talk to ziana for a picture session. after waiting for so long, the hero walked bravely and talked to ziana. guess who is the hero..hahhaa..like izah said, we did that just to make the two of our friend who were not with us being jealous. lol.

yes, we got the picture and we also gained people's attention. luckily it's in KL and they don't know us and we don't know them. lol. then we continued our shopping. i didnt shopping much that day. trying to be thrifty. lol. pak cik sham promised to fetch us at 11pm but he just turned up at nearly 1am. we spent our time waiting at A&W, continue our chat and joking around.

after pak cik sham fetched us, the journey to the airport took like 40-50 minutes and we reached airport at 2am. before that he dropped wayne and am at klia as both of them are using MAS airlines leaving 4 of us to be at LCCT. i'm not getting bored with alyster, affsya and izah. they are cool. glad to have friends like them. oh ya, at LCCT, we had our experienced to sit near the toilet and go online XDD

just around 4am we moved to starbucks and we met an unfriendly worker. pfft.. she is so unfriendly and all of us like pissed at her. until.....she interrupted our conversation and asked where are we from. oh GOD..she is from sarawak, and then affsya got a free drink from her. such a lucky day and maybe the luck of number 8 really exist. apart from having good day with friends, i have broken my own record, being awake for more than 24 hours. ^^ until when i can stand huh???

after sun arose, one by one of my friends departed to their hometown. and now i'm here alone.

ciao!!

maybe there should be a wall, separating what we want, our desire into two parts. letting only the possible one to get closer enough to ourselves. better make them to be as close as they can. thus, making us to be more enthusiastic in pursuing our ambitions. and in the opposite, the wall distances all unnecessary stuff from us. like letting those unimportant things to be brought away from our life? how good if our life is like the simplest unit of life-cell. it has the membrane which is selectively permeable to certain substance only. it can control what substance it wants and it don'ts. it uptakes what is necessary for its daily life process only and letting the unimportant substance to be left outside.

i realize that the wall really exist, but until now, i tried to deny the existence. The rigid wall won't collapse though i've put so much effort to make it falls down. still, i can't ensure whether i could grab the things that i want or not. so just let the least thing i want to be outside the wall, hanging around somewhere else. but if there's good luck, after completing all hard efforts, those impossible things to get will be my first priority. i will hunt for it first. perhaps the one and only. i should give less attention to the least impossible things for this time being. i must spend less time on it.

we can't change people mindset and just let karma do what it has to do :) we can't oppose our destiny, but we can hope that all sweet things that going on in our life is destined and may it lasts forever. i hope my karma will do the right things and my destiny is good enough to lighten my whole life :)

it's really hard to forget who's your first standard 1 class teacher :)

~cheers~

our life is beyond the sky. we do not know where it will take us

Happy 18th birthday to you :)