Around us

~woot~my first post in February, 02022010. let see, what am i going to write in this post, hmm. for past few days i kept on thinking about something. it happens in us, around us, among us and everywhere. we keep on lying to ourselves that we r not into that. but ironically, we DO!!what is it??Sadly to say, HYPOCRISY. YES!!it's about HYPOCRISY. we say something that we don't really have. This habit can be divided into two parts. Good and Bad. Many of us hate hypocrite. But, do we realise that some people being hypocrite just to keep good relationship between people?For example someone pretend to be good in front of their family just to keep their family good reputation although he or she may not that good. Not too harsh if i say that today more people are into bad hypocrisy than good hypocrisy. i hope i'm not belong to the later group. however, I've bump into that bad situation. it happened to myself. what is ur feeling when somebody lied to you and give u lots of reasons and u believe to all what they said??Never trust them again. YES, i'll do that. i won't stop in helping them, but i will learn to stop trusting them.

It even hurt when somebody who have blood ties do that to you. and in some other cases, ur friend(s) or ur close friend(s) tell u something and u try to help them. however, behind u, they say something different.

Let stop here. i hope i wont be like that. never ever practise that bad habit. My friends, let me know if i'm into it, it's ur responsibilities to lead me to be a better man. don't afraid to scold or punish me.wake me up if i'm into it. lol. always pray that we, together being protected by GOD from any influence to hypocrisy.

my first post in kuching, my new experiences..

what a tiring day i have. woke up at 5.00am and i didn't have enough sleep. last nite though i slept quite early around 11pm but i couldn't sleep well. maybe bcoz i use to sleep late during tis hols. yeah!!lol. ok. after getting ready for an hour i went to SGH-Sarawak general hospital to accompany my grandfather for a minor surgery appointment. my aunt drove us to there. arrived at 7am and we waited for about an hour before my grandfather proceeded into the Operation theater. however, his blood pressure was too high for an operation. so, the doctor didnt want to take any risk, maybe the risk was too high and he might face any side effect or long term sickness. what a waste of 4 hours waiting. went back at 11am straight to my aunt's place in Sukma, semariang. i took a short nap for a about 3 hours-can it be called as short nap??lol. i'm too tired and sleepy. oh ya!!met hanani at SGH, with her father. tried to call her but not answered and few minutes later she texted me. and i told her i'm at SGH too. initially wanted to ask her for some drink at the canteen but she cant got out coz her father was having a meeting. back to my story, my nap story. haha. lol. woke up from my 'short' nap at 2pm and my mom asked me whether i want to go out with her or not. ofcoz i want. lol. nothing to do at home. so we went to e-mart in matang area. bought some groceries stuff. then we went to masjid india where u can find lots of textile sold at cheap price (it's an advantage if u r pro at bargaining). my mom bought some tudung for my sister. later we went to Wisma Saberkas. my aunt want to buy handphone for my cuz. thanks to me coz i tink i had help her a lot. lol. ok..tis part i tink really touch my feeling..when i was at wisma saberkas-groundfloor-there are supermarket there. when i was going to enter the supermarket i saw two little children holding a 1.5l bottle of carbonated drinks each. there are so cute-chinese looking girls. as i walked by, i accidentally saw a man holding his wallet, he seemed to find some notes to pay for his stuff and i accidentally to see tat his wallet is empty. OMG!!how is he going to pay for his stuff??i asked myself then only after that i know tat the man is the father of two cute little girls i saw before. i turned back to the entrance and i acted like waiting my mom outside. my eyes still stuck at tat man and his children. i saw him paying the carbonated drinks by using a RM100 notes. hmmm. i was like *speechless* . then after they made their move i walked inside the supermarket and thinking about how important it is to find a good, stable and worth job. i was so sad..i kept on thinking about him until i was in the car. i asked myself how is my life now? i've a good life. a life tat is far better than him. i can ask money for my parents anytime but for sure it's not in a big amount. i always have a sum of money with me in my wallet. i realised tat it's hard to find money for ourselves nowadays. i need know how to save my money for my future. i hope tat i wont spend as much as i'm spending now. hmmm..how to raise good children if it's hard to find money??still thinking bout it. ok. after wisma saberkas, we headed to my aunt's place and we reached there at 8pm sumtink. now..still thinking bout tat man. when i look at his face. i feel pity for him. come on guys. we have to work hard so tat we will have a good life in the future..let's pray for our good future.. :)

About school

I went to school tis morning..at 10.00am..it's metho recess time..i went to school to buy books for my sister..those metho students must know how hard it is to buy books from koperasi beginning of the year..long queue!!fuhhh..though i came early..there were people who came earlier than me..but at least i didnt have to wait for long time to buy those exercise books..hmm..my sis should be grateful to me..last time no one helped me to buy exercise books..haiz..besides buying some books..i went to school to see the clerk.. last month i took my sijil berhenti sekolah dy..but there were some correction..the clerk blamed me coz she said she typed according to my handwriting..wei!!u suppose to know how to differentiate digit 2 and 5 la..how u can pass the interview to get the job huh??!!STup** clerk!!u know tat my schooling year is from 2005 til 2009..why did u type 2005 til 5009??tat mean i live more than 3000 year..lousy clerk..dun know how to do jobs..one more thing..my kelab pelancongan certificate..u only typed my post which is pengerusi..but pengerusi for wat??tat mean the certificate is meaningless..haiz..the first time i told her bout the correction she scolded me..and now??who is at the wrong side??saling tak tumpah seperti menegakkan benang yang basah..maybe if i report tis prob to guru kanan or pengetua she will lose her job..lol..ok..ok..cool down man..hmmm..while i'm waiting for my mom to fetch me..it's around 11am..when most afternoon session students come to school..i saw lots of new faces..maybe there are from form 1 or peralihan classes.. they still look like primary school students..maybe it's still in the beginning of 2010..they havent been influenced by bad and naughty senior students yet..i believe tat..in several more months..their attitude will change slightly..but let us pray tat they will only become a better student..coz..metho now is sekolah kluster kecermalangan..they must keep their standard at high level..Good luck students!!