My diary of 2011

January 2011

• I met someone special in my life.  I'm scared to tell her my feeling towards her but after keeping it for myself, i finally told her on a beautiful date :) At first, it's an awkward relationship but we can cope with it and now we're comfortable with each other.
• Didnt go back for chinese new year.  Instead, my family came to KL for vacation.  We went to Penang for few days
• I bought new toys.  It's USSR rangefinder, FED 5C
• I got to know my result for AS exam.  Only managed to get 11 points :(

Februrary 2011

• Pass IELTS with band 7.5 
• I joined several events for FESNI-choir, 1 Malaysia dance
• Got first place for both events :)

March 2011

• Celebrated my birthday with close friends : Muadz, Am, Zainal, Arsul, Affsya, Izah and Syakila at Bagan Lalang.  Had our dinner there and get wet at the beach.  Am is my twin from different mom because his birhday is also on the 14th of March
• Joined Feskott.  I played futsal, football, tug of war, track events-100m, 200m, 4X400, and 4X100m.  I've never joined so much events like that before.  won gold for 200m and 4X400m, silver for 100m and bronze for 4X100m
• Her birthday is also in March :) Congrats for getting straight A's in SPM. 

April 2011

• I cant recall much about what had happened in April

May 2011

• Critical month of the year.  I sit for A2 exam for this month

June 2011

• End of my A level and college stories.
• Have to attend BTN for a week at Kuarters KLIA Nilai
• Went to Ipoh, backpacking with Am and Zainal for 3 days
• At last i returned back to where i belong, Sibu

July 2011

• Went to Brunei for cousin's wedding
• Went to Mukah for family day
• Finished all the medical check up thingy with Dunstan
• Applied part time job with Dunstant at Pizza Hut
• My first time experience working

August 2011

• Fasting month
• I got my first salary $$$
• The A level result came out and i didnt pass.  I just need 1 point to pass.  Goodbye to Poland
• Have to go to KL twice to deal with JPA.  
• Spent so much time with her :) but still not enough
• Got an offer from a university in Jakarta

September 2011

• Hari Raya-celebrated it in Kuching first and then Sibu
• Malam Ramah Mesra Tabung Keluarga Makmur at RH Hotel
• She visited my house :)
• Doa Selamat and open house.  She came for second time :)
• Went to KL and spent a little time with her before i fly
• Flew to Jakarta
• Experienced new life in Jakarta
• Missing her so much

October 2011

• Having a hard life in Jakarta

November 2011

• Have to spend around 800000rupiah to buy a new apple adaptor.  Damn expensive.  
• Had a chance to watch live football matches at Gelora Bung Karno Stadium.
• Malaysia won SEA games football match.  

December 2011

• nothing much happened
• Stranded inside my house during new year eve
• working hard for a big project :)
• Financial problem :(

I wish i can celebrate New Year with you. Sadly i cant :( Isnt today is just like last year? you watched The Tourist during last new year eve and today you're watching movie again at GSC Pavilion.

I miss you so much :(

The last day of the year

Today is the last day of 2011. let's recall back some memories. 

I've known you since primary school but i never want or talk to you at that time. Maybe i found that you're hard to communicate with. You're different with other kids who are always being around with their friends, talk loudly and play around in the class.  You always sit there by yourself, do your own work and dont bother what other kids are doing.  I've tried to talk to you last time but i've no idea.  However, though we seldom talk to each other, I know a lil bit of your background at that time.  I know where is your house, your school and who always fetch you from school. err. that's only 3. So, actually, i know only 3 things about you last time.

After we've graduated from that school, I didnt hear anything about you until my cousin ask me whether i know there's a muslim student who are not wearing tudung in school.  I was shocked and i know maybe that time you're in chinese medium, that's why.  But then, I still dont bother to know more.  People say Sibu is very small, but we've never bounce into each other.  If we've accidentally met, maybe i will say hi and try to search you in facebook.  

Hobby brought us together.  It was after my AS exam in 2010 around november. My cousin and I organize a mini outing for photography lover.  It's him who organize it actually, i just give some opinion on what we need to do. He invited his friends and most of his friends are my friends because we're in the same school before.  I was his senior and i know most of his friends.  When i went through the list, there's a girl that i'm not familiar with.  I asked my cousin and he said she is a friend to his junior. (the girl is not her) oh, and that girl is not my friend in FB.  Few days after that, i got a request from her and i just click yes. LOL

Then the real story begin.  I went to that girl FB page.  From what i remember, her page is private if i'm not mistaken.  But i can see her family list.  When i see her family list, i try to refresh back my memory.  I can recall a bit but not all because we're not very close last time remember?  Now i'm going to talk about you.

When i open your FB page, i looked at everything.  I went to your blog last time and from there, i know a few about you.  I know we've met but i'm scared that you dont remember me.  And i made a little summary about you after i glance through them. hahaha.  I didnt add you at that time because i still dont know you and i want you to add me first. *sorry.  During the mini outing, we had a short session of ice breaking, and your sister told us lil bit of her background.  At that time i know that she is your sister but i dont have gut to ask her.  Before she left, i dare myself to ask her and she said yes.  I saw your mum drove her home and i still remember that car.  And it's confirmed. it's YOU.

Few days after, i got a friend request from you.  My heart jumped out of my chest because i dont need to add you bcz you've add me first.  And from there, we started to wall each other saying hi and etc.  After sometimes, i dont know why i suddenly want to ask your number.  When i asked you your number, i dont have any reason to tell you for what i need your number.  I know, at that time you hesitatingly gave me your number.

Days after that, we texted.  From saying hi, we started to text informally like we've known each other for long time.  Towards the end of 2010 something started to grow inside of me.  I've never felt like that before.  When you went to singapore for few days, my phone kept silence and i found that there's something missing.  When you texted me saying you're in your way back to KL, i was very happy.  Very happy that i can hear from you again :)

Our PM announced that it's a public holiday on the 31.12.10 because Malaysia had won against Indonesia in Suzuki Cup final match.  Knowing that she's in KL, i made up my mind to go to KL on that last day of 2010 to meet her.  Besides, i'm going out with my collegemates the next day.  I went to KL to meet her but before that, i went to Central Market to survey cameras.  Then i walked to Bukit Bintang area.  I went to Times Square when i know she's there but couldnt find her.  Continue to walk to Sungei Wang plaza before heading to the Pavilion.  She's in the pavilion but why so hard to find her? It took me more than 2 hours walking inside the pavilion to find her.  And at last, found her before she went to the cinema to watch The Tourist.

I was so happy to see her but at the same time, i was so shy that ive no idea what to talk about.  It's a short meeting.  Only around 15 to 30 minutes maybe.  But that's enough to make me smile for the whole day :) 

Today is our first meeting anniversary 

Big project

I'm working hard for this project. it's a special project for the end of 2011. I've bought almost all of the materials needed. What i need now is just creativity. I'm not an art student.  I cant draw like Picasso or other famous artists.  When the project is done, i hope it will turn out well :)

I slept before 12am and just woke up.  I cant sleep :( my biological clock must be changed before next week

Just wait for it 

Selepas 10 bulan

Dapat diumpamakan seperti ibu mengandung.  Film dari 10 bulan lepas baru siap di proses dan di scan.  Proses dan scan pun ambik masa kira-kira seminggu.  Berkat kesabaran tunggu 10 bulan dapat jugak tengok gambar2 dari film Luckhy SHD 100-film yang guna chemical sendiri sebab ni film pure bnw.  Setelah tunggu dekat nak setahun, pernah jugak terlintas dalam fikiran, "aku redha kalau film ni berkulat tak diproses" sebab apa? sebab film pure bnw ni susah nak proses.  Tak banyak kedai yang dapat proses pure bnw sebab rata-rata kedai/photolab proses guna chemical c-41 je.

Gambar-gambar dari film tu aku shoot guna FED 5C, russian rangefinder. First try, so gambar pun tak boleh la nak cakap cantek sangat kan. focussing lari, gambar tak jadik, blur, tu la antara result gambar yang aku dapat.  Semua gambar ni aku shoot waktu pergi bercuti kat Pulau Pinang bulan 2 lepas waktu tengah chinese new year. Post pasal cuti tu ada kat sini Antara gambar yang jadi ada kat bawah ni.

Penjara lama

Jubin dinding

Kek Lok Si 

Buah hati 

Tanjung Cafe

Aku tak lahir dalam zaman hitam putih, tapi gambar hitam putih memang cantik, noise dgn grain dia lawa. Non edit version pakai film memuaskan hati :) kalau nak tengok lebih lagi pergi la facebook aku

Tahniah kepada dia ni sebab dapat 8A dalam PMR.  Semoga lebih cemerlang dalam SPM nanti :) Tengah fikir nak hadiahkan dia apa

Aku tengah usahakan sesuatu yang kecik, tapi bagi aku penting jugak la.  Harap-harap berjalan dengan lancar.

Kenapa aku nak membebel dalam blog ni? bukannya orang lain ada baca pun. Sedihnya hidup aku.

A day with family in Jakarta

Last week, at this time, i was having so much fun with my cousins.  They're here for 3 nights. 2 nights in Bandung and a night in Jakarta.  I only met them in Jakarta because i've class to attend.  DAMNN!! if there's no class i can join them in Bandung.  But, it's ok to meet them only in Jakarta.

I was very excited to meet them.  I attended my morning classes and after the class finished at 11am, i rushed to my house to drop my bag and other unnecessary things before i took a taxi to DUFAN.  DUFAN stands for Dunia Fantasy which is located in Ancol, Jakarta Utara.  It's a family theme park.  More or less like Sunway Lagoon in Malaysia.  But there, in Ancol, besides DUFAN, there's sea world, ecopark, samudera, and etc. Different place offer you different entertainment and fun.

I reached DUFAN at around 11.45am.  The entrance fee to Ancol is IRP 15, 000 per head and another IRP 15,000 per vehicle.  For public transport like taxi, no need to pay for the entrance fee.  Entrance fee for vehicle is just for private vehicles.  I waited for less than 30 minutes.  Maybe around 10 minutes for my uncle.  They're already inside Ancol but they dont know how to reach DUFAN.

Once i saw an MPV stopped in front of me,  I felt very happy cz i know it's him, my uncle with his family.  Then, he went to the ticket counter to buy the entrance ticket. wohooo, i'm the first malaysian among 2011 batch set my footstep there.  The ticket for weekdays is IRP 150,000 per person.  At least i only spent my money on taxi fee, and entrance fee.

We walked to the theme park and everyone was very excited.  After getting through the security gate and have our hand stamped, the fun begins.  There's not many people there.  Maybe because it's weekdays.  The lesser the better.  We only queued for certain games.  And i played almost all games in DUFAN except for the roller coaster because it's still in maintenance.  Among all the games, there's two nerve wrecking games. Hysteria and Kicir-kicir.  Hysteria is just like spaceshot in Genting Highland but not too high.  Spaceshot is higher.  And Kicir-kicir, the shape is like windmill the seat can rotate 360 degree and it rotates upside down as the blades of Kicir-kicir also rotates 360 degree.  It was awesome!!!  Played it with my cousin.

After walking for few hours till the park closed, we went to ecopark to watch light show.  It's musical show actually.  After the show, we went straight to the hotel.  I joined them to sleep in the hotel. :) After they put their luggages in their room, i brought them to my house to take my bag for tomorrow's class.  Luckily i can remember the road to my house.  My uncle and my two cousins had a chance to see my house and my room.  After i packed everything for tomorrow, we went to KL Village for dinner. Thanks again i can remember the way to Jalan Jaksa. fuhh.  I was scared that i cant remember the way but thanks to my photographic memory. hahaha.

After dinner, we went back to the hotel as it was almost midnight.  At the hotel, we got nothing else to do except to sleep.  Everyone's tired after having so much fun.  The next day, i went back at 7.30am and they have to catch their flight back to KL at 1130am.  I had so much fun with them and i was grateful to be able to meet them in Jakarta.  Here are the pictures of us having so much fun in DUFAN :

Inside the souvenir store

In front of zeus

Irfan, Khairi an my uncle

Inside tilt house.

Criminal

Cousins

This is Kicir-kicir

My favourite :) with aisyah

Thanks Cik Is for tagging me along during your family holiday :) It has been 3 months i'm here in Jakarta.  That's mean, i've not seen my family for 3 months.  Spending times with you all really mean a lot to me.  Cant wait to go home!!
*photos taken from Syikin's facebook. thanks syiking :)

I'm really worry about you. hope that everything will be just fine.

To talk bout it through text kinda hard because it's a serious matter. 


I'm always there beside you.  Close your eyes and you can feel me :)

BLOGOR 3

The first week of Blok 3. It's the third block for this first semester. Blok 3 is about Dasar Biologi Sel 1. It's mainly about basic things in Biology-what is cell, chemical bonding, history of cell, DNA. I studied most of the sub chapter in this block during my A-level and a bit during high school. The difference is, here, they taught us in their language, not in English. So, we Malaysians found it difficult at first to catch up. The first week is going to end and there's still class tomorrow.

Before this blok started, i went to Bogor with a group of friends. Three of us are 2011's junior and the other 10 are our seniors. It's a free trip for juniors. I dont know why they let us to go there for free. But, for me as long as it is free, i dont mind to join. HAHAHAHA. We left Jakarta at 6am and arrived at around 7am. The trip only took one hour because the traffic went smoothly.  It was really different when we went back to Jakarta.  We took more than 1 hours to reach Jakarta because of traffic jam.

The activities for the two days trip are flying fox, archery, team building activities, futsal, jungle trekking, swimming and some spiritual activities. I can say that the schedule was really pack for two days. I learned a lot from the trip and i gained new experiences as well. It was my first time trying archery and from that first time, i was able to hit bullseye!! You can say it's just luck. But, bullseye is always a bullseye that everyone would like to aim for and i hit it right at the centre :) And one more thing, Bogor is situated at highland, it's very cold there. To swim at that kind of place may cause you to shiver the whole day.

So, that's roughly what i did in Bogor.  Next, pictures will do the talking

TIMNAS Indonesia jersey

First time :)

The results.  I hit the bullseye!!

One of the activities-rawa beracun

Favourite activity :) Futsal match against the facilitator.  They played very well

I enjoyed the trip so much and i got some souvenirs from Bogor.  There were red patches on few parts of my body.  I dont know why but i think it must be some sort of allergy.  After i reached Jakarta, i went straight to the hospital.  Thanks God, i feel better now.

Keluhan seorang pelajar

Hidup di Jakarta tidak senang. Tambahan lagi living cost kat sini lebih tinggi dari Kuala Lumpur. Nak survive kat sini memang susah. Sebab tu orang local sini ada yang sampai tinggal kat bawah jambatan. Bayangkan betapa teruknya nak hidup kat Jakarta.

Sebagai pelajar aku pun turut mengalami masalah yang sama. Bukan aku seorang. Kawan-kawan yang lain pun sama. Walaupun JPA bagi elaun biasiswa RM1000 sebulan bersamaan dengan lebih kurang 3 juta rupiah, masih tidak mencukupi untuk kami. Ye la, nak bayar sewa rumah sekali dengan internet dan tv dah dekat-dekat nak sejuta. so tinggal lagi 2 juta secara kasarnya.

Duit yang lebih tu buat makan, tambang taxi, top up handphone dan keperluan yang lain. Nak dipendekkan cerita, tak dapat la nak enjoy guna duit biasiswa tu. JPA memang bagi cukup-cukup la nak study. Tapi kesian la kat kitorang ni, tak kan la asyik nak study kan. Kalau keluar pegi shopping complex pun x dapat nak beli apa. Window shopping je la.

Kalau hati memang nak shopping jugak, terpaksa la ikat perut tak makan. Sentuh bab makan pulak, kat sini memang senang nak cari makanan. Tapi susah nak cari makanan yang betul-betul bersih. Kalau beli makanan dari dorongan yang kat tepi jalan macam dalam cerita sinetron tu insyaallah boleh kena diarhea ataupun penyakit lain yang sewaktu dengannya.

kalau setakat pecel ayam, nasi goreng dorongan, ketoprak, soto ayam yang semua boleh dapat kat tepi jalan paling murah dapat dengan harga 8 ribu rupiah bersamaan dengan rm3 kurang lebih. tapi takkan la nak makan benda yang sama hari-hari. So pergi la ke kedai yang up sikit. macam kedai makan yang byk dekat malaysia tu. Harga pun secara automatiknya naik sedikit. Paling murah pun dalam 20 ribu rupiah bersamaan rm7 kurang lebih. Tapi bila kau dah lapar takkan nak makan sepinggan je kan. Lebih-lebih lagi kalau makanan sedap. Jadi tidak mustahil jumlah bayaran mencecah 60000 rupiah bersamaan kurang lebih rm20.

Yang tu baru belanja makan untuk breakfast/lunch/dinner. Belum lagi termasuk snack yang aku sering makan waktu malam-malam tengah study or tengok movie atas katil. Paling tinggi aku pernah belanja untuk snack lebih kurang 50 ribu rupiah kalau tak silap.

Untuk top up aku dapat jugak jimat pergi 100 000 rupiah sebulan. Sebab nak mesej budak-budak local and nak guna untuk call pun kurang. Kalau compare dengan first-first datang sini dekat nak sejuta rupiah aku spend untuk top up ke lebih? kurang lebih sejuta rupiah la. Sebab belum ada internet lagi kann. nak call family and buah hati kat malaysia pun susah. Nasib baik sekarang ada internet, so boleh la skype je :)

Untuk pengangkutan awam pulak depends la nak naik taxi or bus. Tapi kalau ikut taxi murah je sebenarnya. Yang buat mahal adalah jalan jam. Sekali trip boleh cecah sampai 50 ribu rupiah. Tu kalau pergi Jakarta Pusat. Depends jugak nak pergi mana. Kalau jumpa pemandu yang baik hati untung la. Kalau jumpa pemandu yang macam haram habisla dia cekik darah.

Sebenarnya spend untuk makanan adalah lebih tinggi daripada jumlah nak kena bayar untuk benda-benda lain. Kita tengok hasil kira-kira kat bawah ni. Anggaran perbelanjaan aku kat kotaraya Jakarta :

Sewa Rumah : 650,000

Internet, TV, isi rumah : 61,000

Dental appoinment : 150,000

Top up : minimum 100,000

Makan : minimum 930,000

Snack : minimum 200,000

Tambang Taxi/bas : minimum 100,000

TOTAL : 2,191,000

Saving : 2,866,131-2,191,000 = 675,131

So secara kasarnya aku hanya dapat saving sebanyak 675,131 rupiah (RM235). Itupun ikut kiraan yang dah seminimal mungkin. Dah la universiti swasta, banyak mintak bayaran itu-ini. Belum termasuk bayaran yang muncul tiba-tiba mcm pop up windows. Juga belum termasuk bayaran kecemasan. Ye la, mana tau jatuh sakit, nak pegi klinik, beli ubat pun perlu duit jugak. Macam bulan ni, charger laptop aku rosak, terpaksa la keluarkan duit sebanyak 800 ribu rupiah. sekarang, dah nak nazak account bank aku.

Lebih menyedihkan bagi student yang stay kat Sabah or Sarawak. Nak fikir pasal duit flight. Jakarta-Kuala Lumpur-Sibu. Route tu aku akan ambik kalau nak balik cuti semester nanti. Tiket kapal terbang bukannya murah. So mesti consider untuk benda tu jugak. Dah la universiti aku keluarkan jadual blok last minute, tak dapat nak book tiket awal-awal untuk dapat harga murah. Nak tak nak terpaksa beli tiket dengan harga yang mahal.

Susah sebenarnya nak kira bajet ni. Sebab akan ada banyak benda yang tak penting or tak disangka sibuk-sibuk masuk dalam list perbelanjaan. Lebih-lebih lagi hidup kat negara orang ni and elaun memang tak cukup. Jadi, kepada JPA, tolonglah naikkan elaun kami, pelajar dekat Jakarta ni. Dah la stay kat bandar besar, elaun tak cukup, macam mana nak hidup senang? macam mana nak jadi gemuk? kalau compare dekat tempat lain yang elaun diorang lebih tinggi tapi cost of living rendah. Macam mana boleh jadi macam tu? bukan ke pembaziran namanya? Bagi kat kami di sini yang memerlukan lagi elok.

Susah sebenarnya nak jadi student kat luar negara. Kalau tak cukup duit nak mintak kat parents malu la pulak. Parents pun bukan orang senang. And diorang pun perlukan duit untuk diorang kat Malaysia jugak. Harap-harap la pihak JPA baca post aku ni. mana tau diorang bermurah hati nak naikkan elaun lepas baca post ni :)

*Belajar kat dalam negara sudah. Takyah pegi jauh-jauh. Sekarang semua benda nak guna duit. kalau dalam negara, dapat jimat

weekends report

This week will be a very hectic week for me. I have skill lab test on wednesday and block test on this coming friday. So what i need to know is i have to study before the tests and play less. But currently i have no mood to study. I hope i can finish reading the whole textbook for this blog in few days. Let's give it 3 days for me to finish all the syllabus.

Last week was a tiring week. It's not because of the campus life. But it's because of physical activities. From what i've written in my previous post, i joined celebrity fitness with a free trial pass. So for two days there was a trainer being our advisor. He showed us the correct way of using all the exercise machines and on the second day we had body check. He calculated my body BMI, fat percentage and waist to hip ratio. i've got problem only with my BMI. I'm underweight. before this i thought i've an ideal weight. For fat percentage in my body i got only 8% which is excellent and waist to hip ratio is excellent too. So now what i need to do is to have a proper diet and proper work out. Sadly, the session with trainer at the gym only valid for 2 days. So now no more trainer to guide us if we go to the gym for the rest of free trial session. I'm likely to stop from going to the gym because no more trainer to guide us. haha.

On Friday I played badminton with my friends. We called it as a training session for Bandung Games. Who knows I will be selected to represent Jakarta in Bandung Games. We played for two hours. Playing badminton is more tiring than playing futsal or jogging. That's why when i woke up yesterday i hardly can get up from bed and lift my leg.

Last night, I attended an event organised by PKPMI and Kelab UMNO-Majlis Ramah Mesra Ahli Parlimen Bersama Pelajar. the purpose of me attending the dinner was to have free dinner at the hotel. And i was satisfied with the food. Datuk Bung Mokthar Radin was the VIP. The event ended at 1130pm.

When i'm writing this i just woke up and havent get up from the bed. hahahaha

Report for today

I forgot my digi PUK code. -.-'' how am i going to use the number later. I've sent an email to Digi customer service and they asked me to check it at Online Customer Service. But i forgot the log in password. That's the result when u have so many things to remember.

Woke up at almost noon today. Promised myself to wake up at 7am but the princess in my dream didnt let me go. She said it's too early to leave at 7. hahaha. Went to Pasar Kopro to fix my running shoes. My dad warned me last time when he bought me the running shoes. "Don't ever use this shoes for futsal or football" I used them for futsal last time during my early days in college before i bought myself a pair of futsal shoes. I left my futsal shoes in Sibu because i thought i've no friends to play futsal here in Jakarta. But i'm wrong. My seniors here play futsal every week. As i dont have futsal shoes so i use the running shoes. Im waiting for christmas sale to buy a new pair of futsal shoes :)

Went to celebrity fitness because my friend gve me free pass for a week. so i brought together a friend to accompany me. i'm going to build my muscle. (Y) likely im going to the gym for one week only because the monthly fee is expensive. Burned lots of calorie just now and now i know the correct techniques to use all the machines.

ohh. malaysia played against syria for olympic 2012 qualification and Harimau Muda lose. They played well just now and maybe they're tired because in a week they have to play 4 games. Salute them for being consistent throughout the week.

*finished my makalah dy :)

Harimau Juara

Congrats Harimau Muda Malaysia.

Walaupun aku sedih jugak sebab x dapat tengok live kat GBK and pegi Kedutaan Malaysia kat Jakarta tengok ramai-ramai tapi aku enjoy dapat tengok dengan housemates semua.

Match yang mendebarkan. 120 minit yang boleh buat orang sakit jantung. Permainan yang baik oleh kedua-dua pihak. Baik Malaysia mahupun Indonesia masing-masing dah cuba yang terbaik. Apa-apapun yang terbaik dari yang terbaik layak dinobatkan sebagai pemenang. Tahniah sekali lagi kepada Malaysia sebab dapat mempertahankan emas bola sepak Sukan SEA.

Tanah Tumpah Darahku. Selamanya Harimau Malaya :)

*bila pulak nak masuk tv. kawan-kawan dah ramai masuk tv semalam. Aku pergi dua match kot tapi tak masuk tv pun. Kawan pergi final je dh masuk tv. sungguh tak adil

Yand Dikejar Tak Dapat, Yang Dikendong Berciciran

Mcm tu la nasib aku hari ni. Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran. Kenapa?

Semua orang sibuk hari ni pasal final match bola sepak SEA Games antara Malaysia dengan tuan rumah Indonesia, or aku seorang yang rasa semua org sibuk pasal ni? Tapi apa-apa pun itulah pencetus apa yang telah terjadi hari ni.

Datang ke campus siap dengan warna Harimau Malaya lagi-Baju berkolar warna kuning, seluar hitam. Memang semangat Harimau Malaya la nak pergi kelas. Nak tunjuk dengan kawan-kawan budak local walaupun minoriti semangat tetap tinggi kat sini. Seorang budak local masuk kelas terus sebut pasal match petang ni. Tak de apa pun nak dirisaukan sebab diorang tak fanatik sangat mcm yang kat stadium GBK. Kalau kena provoke pun insyaallah still dpt control perasaan :)

Kat cafe kawan ajak pergi tengok match (kawan yang ikut sama pergi tengok dua match before ni) tak tau pulak dia semangat sangat nak tengok Malaysia. Mula-mula tak nak pergi sebab risaukan keselmatan. Ye la, penyokong fanatik diorang boleh buat macam-macam. Dah la Malaysians tak banyak kat sini. Then aku join duduk dengan sekumpulan students Malaysia. Ada seorang tu cakap untuk final kali ni, security lebih ketat sebab final, ada menteri, bla bla bla, etc. Jadi aku pun dah rasa nak pergi jugak.

Dipendekkan cerita aku tukar fikiran and nak pergi. Ada dalam 7 orang yang nak pergi sedangkan belum confirm lagi ada tiket free. Jam 1230 ada seminar tentang NARKOBA (Narkotik, Psikoterapeutik, Bahan Adiktif lainnya) kat auditorium. Kitorang yang nak pergi dah plan awal-awal dah nak keluar awal and balik sebab nak pergi kat Hotel Sultan (hotel tempat atlet menginap) jam 3.

Duduk dalam seminar selama sejam dan kitorang pun blah. Absensi pulan aku tak sign dah. tak tau la apa nak jadi nanti. Sampai je rumah aku hantar mesej kat senior yang incharge tiket free. Aku tanya pasal tiket macam mana nak dapat. Dia cakap tiket dah habis. So aku tanya tiket kawan aku yang deal dengan dia. Ada 4 tiket je yang dia reserve untuk kawan aku. Aku pun contact kawan aku tu and tanya macam mana. Ada 4 tiket je tapi yang nak pergi 7 orang. Aku OK je kalau tak pergi walaupun sedih sikit kan. Sebab aku dah tengok 2 kali match Malaysia sebelum ni. Bagi la peluang kawan-kawan yang belum pergi.

At last, dari tujuh hanya 4 orang je la kawan aku yang pergi. Nak pergi stadium tengok final tak dapat then pasal seminar pulak x habis lagi dah balik dahh.

Semoga kawan-kawan selamat kat GBK and harapan dari semua rakyat Malaysia kat seluruh dunia semoga Harimau Muda menang malam ni :) Nothing is impossible Kalah menang adat pertandingan. Terimalah dengan tangan terbuka

Untuk dihormati, kita harus menghormati

#SelamanyaHarimauMalaya #TanahTumpahDarahku

Burning the afternoon oil

Trying to be productive today.

Though i woke up at almost noon i didnt wait for so long to get up from my bed. took my shower and i just ate snacks for lunch. I know it's not healthy but dont blame me because i dont know what to eat for lunch. Been in Jakarta for 2 months ++ i think i'm bored with pecel ayam/nasi at warkop/nasi padang. I cant affort to eat fast food everyday.

I promised myself to study for my repeat paper past few days. And i did it today. I still dont know why only 8 of 2011 students passed the exam. To answer questions in Bahasa Indonesia is very hard-because of the short form and other unfamiliar terms. And now i'm struggling to study for my repeat paper that will be held this Thursday and this block exam next week. The modul for this block is quite thick and i've to finish reading it by next week. I hope i can understand all the topics and pass the exam.

*I dont expect other than my family to worry about me in my study. I'm surprised when you said about it last night. Thanks for being concerned. That shows me i'm really someone to you. I'll try my best in my study. :)

Road to Final

Hye :)

Tidur lewat sampai bangun pun lewat. bangun-bangun tengok matahari dah duduk tegak atas kepala. Terbangun sebab ada laptop kat sebelah katil. macam mana boleh terbangun aku pun tak tahu. Tak lama lepas mata segar housemate ketuk pintu bilik and tanya nak tak pergi Stadium Gelora Bung Karno (GBK) petang nanti tengok semifinal Malaysia lawan Myanmar. Lepas negotiate nak beli tiket harga berapa and siapa jugak yang pergi aku pun setuju.

Belum angkat dari katil pun, masih melekat kat depan laptop. Seorang kawan mesej ajak tengok match tu jugak. ingatkan dia tahu ada geng lain yang ajak. rupa-rupanya tak tahu langsung. kesian pulak. and dia cakap ada senior yang cari penyokong untuk team Harimau Malaya. provided baju team malaysia and tiket free. apa lagi terus bersemangat la nak pegi.

So dipendekkan cerita semua yang nak pegi berkumpul jam 2.00 ptg nak cari taxi. tunggu taxi kosong punya la lama sampai 30 minit berpanasan. panas terik diredahi semata-mata nak tengok pasukan negara main. bukan selalu pun kan.

Sampai GBK jam 3pm.  Tunggu kat depang VVIP gate sebab ada senior nak distribute tiket free. ok la kan dapat tiket free walaupun tempat duduk category 3.  at least nampak la jugak gol Fakri.  Game kali ni Malaysia main mcm slow je.  First half kitorang semangat lagi siap sorak2, kibar2 bendera Malaysia. Masuk Second half main lebih kurang mcm first half kitorang mcm dah x de semangat sampai la dah nak tamat match.  after Fakri score kita sorak mcm x de esok dah.  then start dari situ la kena provoke oleh local supporter.  x de semangat kesukanan langsung.  dari awal match local supporter x byk sangat lagi. after nak habis then berpusu-pusu masuk stadium and boo malaysians.  nak keluar dari stadium pun polis escort kitorang. cool. pengalaman yang best dan tak dapat nak dilupakan. Ok la kan Malaysia menang 1-0. kan menang jugak tu.

After keluar dari stadium terus pegi gate and cari taxi untuk balik.  singgah jap kat McD sebab lapar after kena provoke.  balik dalam keadaan penat tapi hati puas.  so Malaysia akan jumpa Indonesia untuk Final hari isnin nanti.  goodluck Harimau Muda :)

Sedikit gambar untuk tatapan :

 Pintu Depan GBK

 Wakil UKRIDA batch 2011 yang hadir

 Negaraku berkumandang di GBK

 3 warna berbeza untuk 1 pasukan yang sama :)

 Malaysia Boleh!!

 Batch 2011 yang happening

 Half time

 Dengan local supporters

Time balik kena provoke

*Bukan semua supporter Indonesia bertindak extreme.  Ada yang friendly adn ramah.  Yang membezakan adalah tahap pemikiran mereka. Berfikir seperti haiwan maka serupa haiwan. Belum tentu kita manusia sempurna

A good start for a new day

Good Morning Jakarta :)

First of all i want to say CONGRATULATION HARIMAU MALAYA

You have done a very good job. The team won 1-0 against Indonesia. That shows ours is better than theirs. If they're better why they lose to us or is it because luck is with us? though we won the games and being the 1st in Group A we still have to focus on the next game against Myanmar.

I didnt go to the stadium yesterday to watch them. I rather stayed at home and watched the game with housemates. When Malaysia scored the first goal, we screamed like there's no tomorrow. The noise came only from our house when the neighbours stayed quiet after Syahrul scored his goal for Malaysia. Well done :)

And today i skipped another 2 morning classes. i dont know why i'm so lazy to wake up and go to the classes. I'm going to attend English class after this. I dont have any idea what the class is about-except it's about English language. I will walk proudly as a Malaysian and brag about how The Tigers break The Garuda's wing.

Lastly, Happy 50th birthday to my dad. I love you so much. May God bless you and you will always be in a good health. I know i'm not a good son. I'll try to be better and make you proud of me :)

Selamat Berjuang Harimau Malaya :)

Selamanya- Ultras Malaya ft Joe Flizzow, Carleed Khaza & Altimet

No idea

good evening thursday :)

after 2 days i skipped my classes im back in campus today. 2 classes in the morning make me to wake up at 5am. i know it's still early for a 730 class. cant sleep well because of mosquitoes and my bed.

this new block i'm learning has thicker text book compared to previous blocks. oh ya. i failed my previous block. the subject was metodologi penelitian. it's absurd to have only 8 students pass from 4++ students for that subject. so those who failed the block have to sit for a repeat paper next week. pray that i will pass.

being busy lately though i dont know what actually make me having that kind of feeling. went out last saturday, watched a football match last sunday, having a bowling tournament last monday and maybe that's why i skipped my classes for two days.

talking about football match, i watched Malaysia vs Cambodia here in Jakarta. Sea Games is going on now and all the matches in Jakarta are held in Gelora Bung Karno Stadium. i was excited to watch the match as i never watched any live match before. so i went with my other 2 friends. we bought the category 1 seats for IRP150,000 per person. so the match started at 4pm local time. there were many local supporters who supported cambodia for sure. idk why local people hate malaysia. Malaysia won 4-1 against cambodia. we were very happy that malaysia won though we only have little chance to celebrate goals made by our harimau muda. here are the pictures of the match.

 The ticket

 Negaraku Berkumandang di Gelora Bung Karno

 Apek

 we're malaysians

 End of the match

 Indonesia vs Thailand

 Indon's supporters

Among the crowd

Today Malaysia will be having a tough match against home team, Indonesia. let's pray Malaysia will win and whatever will happen, i hope it will be the best for both teams. ive no guts to go to the stadium to watch them live because of safety reasons. no offense for indonesians, seeing how wild they can be as spectators scare me so much. they are so extreme. it's good to show ur support for ur team. but, when it comes to not respecting other teams, in this case their opponent, it is not good. sports suppose to bring us together, to unite us but if u're not respecting other teams it brings more harm than good. i hope one day this kind of thing will change. no more fighting and no more boo-ing. this is not for local supporters only. i believe this happens anywhere at any time.

Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara
Tanah Tumpah Darahku

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i know it's my fault. at first i'm thinking to delete this blog after considering few things, i just change the url to my name. i dont want to use the simple... forever.

here in jakarta, ive so many free times. and i want to rebuild my blog. it's not im trying to rebuild by bricks or metals or stell or etc. i just want to update it more often and write what i want to write. i cant keep them playing inside my head all the times.

maybe i just keep this blog to myself or to other readers who accidentally dropped by this site.

..

she's right. i cant live like this. past is past and being haunted by it, is stupid. i'm trying to be strong like you want.

*i see the light coming in

Malaysia milik kita semua :)

Ni nak cerita pasal BTN. Selalu jugak dengar orang asyik sebut BTN ni, tp xda idea pasal apa kn. and last time ingat lagi org buat kontroversi pasal BTN. but now. bila dah melalui BTN ni sendiri baru la kita tau mcm mana pengalaman BTN ni. Boring ada, best pun ada. pendek kata mcm2 la pasal BTN ni. so sapa2 yang google pasal BTN and tersangkut kat post ni rajin2 la scroll ke bawah and baca. mana la tau dpt sikit banyak bantu korang.

Kitorang pelajar dari tajaan JPA kat KTT-program 1 year ke czech and poland semua diwajibkan untuk lapor diri dekat Kem Bina Negara Kuarters Klia, Nilai. x jauh pun dari kolej. 10 minit dah sampai. nak tido pun tak sempat. so, kita semua melapor diri pada jam lebih kurang 2 petang pada 13 Jun 2011. Kem BTN ni kitorang join venture sekali dengan student persediaan INTEC ke france. tapi jumlah diorang sikit lagi dari student KTT. oh ya. sebelum BTN kitorang ada graduation dinner. tapi yang tu nanti2 la cerita ye.

Pintu depan Kem BTN

Yang ni pondok pengawal 1Malaysia

Ni la borang maklumat peribadi BTN

KTT hantar 2 buah bas yang memuatkan kira2 errr. hampir 50 lebih student kot. haha. buat malu kolej je x tau jumlah student kn. lol. student dari KTT yang dulu smpai and terbukti kitorang sungguh berdisiplin. padahal kolej dekat sebabtu smpai pun sekejap. -.-'' adegan2 yang ingin kita lihat bila student KTT macam nak register masuk asrama balik

Ni katil aku. Satu bilik 3 orang sekali dengan bilik mandi. amacam?selesa baii.

Aku akan cerita pasal kem ni ikut kronologi. so maaf la ye kalau post ni panjang sangat.

First Day

Datang pun petang kan. kiranya hari pertama ni setengah hari je la. aktiviti first semestinya minum petang. terkejut jugak tengok kuih untuk sorang satu je. haha. tapi still ok la. mengenyangkan. kitorang belum lagi dipisahkan ikut kumpulan so kitorang masih lagi duduk berpuak-puak. KTT sesama KTT and INTEC sesama INTEC. Makan malam pulak pukul 6.30 mcm tu. kat kem ni memang nak menggemukkan kitorang kot cz makan 6 kali sehari. hahaha. sebelah malamnya ada ceramah. ceramah pembukaan tentang 1Malaysia. penceramah best, lawak and pandai berkomunikasi. xdehal la korang xkan tdo. tp memang pihak urusetia ambik penceramah yang sesuai dengan umur kita. Lepas tu every activity kitorang nyanyi lagu 1Malaysia. ye la. untuk memupuk perpaduan kaum. no harm kan?

Second Day

Haa. hari ni the whole day ceramah. start dari pagi smpai petang. bla bla bla bla ceramah pasal rakyat, kedaulatan and perlembagaan.

Semangat kenegaraan perlu ada dalam diri kita.

hmm. tersedar jugak la aku ni sebab before this x ambil berat sangat pun pasal benda2 ni. ingatkan benda ni semua remeh kan tapi sebenarnya beratttttt nak mampus. sebelah malam pulak start LDK (latihan dalam kumpulan) yang pertama. start dari situ la baru kenal budak-budak INTEC bila dah dipecahkan dalam kumpulan. tpi dlm kumpulan aku 3 org je budak INTEC. yang lagi 5 semua budak KTT. haha.

Third Day

Hari yang menarik sebab semua aktiviti dijalankan ikut pecahan kumpulan masing2. tapi pagi2 lagi kitorang ada ujian kecergasan. berlari 2km dibawah 18 minit. penah oiii. aku dpt catat 9.13 minit je. haha. pagi tu untuk LDK buat dlm kumpulan sendiri. aku punya kumpulan Perajurit Tanah Air sebab malam terakhir kitorang perlu menyanyikan lagu Perajurit Tanah Air ikut gaya sendiri. hahahaha. waktu siang ada 3 LDK dari pagi smpai petang and belah malamnya kitorang gumpul ramai2 kat dewan. LDK hari ni buatkan aku kenal siapa diri aku and betapa pentingnya pengalaman hidup. so sementara ada masa ni gumpul la penglaman hidup sebanyak mungkin kerana pengalaman tu kira macam umur kita. kita tak mampu hidup beratus-ratus tahun lamanya. tetapi kita boleh hidup beratus tahun dengan pengalaman yang kita ada. faham x? haha belah petang ada kembara. so terpaksa la tempuh segala mcm semak sampun rumput and mcm2 lagi benda dlm hutan.

tempat mcm ni la kitorang kena kembara

Fourth Day

Hari ni penat sikit sebab ada explorace. LDK aku digabungkan dengan kumpulan 1. tugas kitorang perlu pergi ke stesyen maklumat. ada 5 kesemuanya and kat situ kita kumpul la macam2 maklumat pasal perlembagaan. start explorace pukul 8.30 pagi and tamaat jam 2 petang. cuba bayangkan. fizikal x berapa nak sakit. tapi mental penat worr. haha. belah petang ada kuiz sikit pasal apa yang kita dpt dari explorace tu. first time aku join explorace bukan pasal aktiviti lasak tapi pasal mental torture. yelah kena tahu banyak maklumat pasal perlembagaan. bukan nya sikit tu. and malam klimaks. malam keempat. seperti aku katakan tadi pasal persembahan tu. overall kitorang memang have fun and enjoy habis. semua kumpulan dah buat yang terbaik and memang kreatif laa. walaupun x prepare sangat kumpulan aku dpt tmpat kedua. wohooo. tp menang kalah pun xde makna sebab bukan pertandingan pun.

after persembahan semua fasilitator start main psycho. ada je benda x kena. and itu merupakan aktiviti sebenar yang conclude kesemua aktiviti dalam 4 hari tu. setiap kumpulan (ada 10 semuanya) diberikan sampul yang berisi cebisan kain dan kertas. kami dikehendaki buat lambang negara melaluinya. tapi sebenarnya diorang nak kami bergabung dengan kump lain untuk buat bendera malaysia. susah nk buat sebab dlm proses nk buat tu ada fasi yang tarik peserta keluar dewan. mcm2 cabaran nak ditempuh. aktiviti tersebut adalah simulasi kecil bagi membentuk negara malaysia di mana semua orang harus bersatu padu.

Selingan, nampak mcm bentuk popeye kan

selepas aktiviti tersebut, lagu warisan dendangan allahyarham sudirman dimainkan and x tau kenapa malam tu aku tersentuh. sebelum ni lagu tu dimainkan waktu PLKN dulu aku mcm xda perasaan. maybe aku dah kena racun kot. hahaha. lepas tu slide pejuang2 tanah air pula dimainkan. memang touching habis. haha. hari tu kita tdo pukul 2 and ada yang tdo pukul 3 sebab asyik bersembang. ye la. hari last kan.

Last Day

pagi2 lagi dah kecoh. aku bangun lewat sebab tdo lambat semalam. pagi ni kitorang pulangkan segala kelengkapan cadar, selimut and etc. then breakfast lepas tu ada ujian. ujian dia ok la. x susah x senang. kalau dengar ceramah and take part dlm LDK insyaallah boleh lulus. aku buat ujian 30 minit je. x susah mana pun kot. haha. lepas tu kitorang bebas dah. handphone dibagi balik and terus minum pagi. then bas jemput kitorang pukul 12 wktu kitorang tengah makan tengah hari. pfffttt.

suasana kem

konklusinya, kem ni banyak buat aku n kawan2 sedar pasal pentingnya perpaduan dalam negara. sekarang byk ancaman dari luar n dalam negara untuk kucar kacir kan malaysia ni. and hasutan2 halus pun banyak dah sekarang. so kita perlu tambahkan ilmu kita agak kita dpt nilai yang mana baik and buruk. jangan kita suarakan apa yang terbuku dlm hati kita tanpa berfikir. jangan jadi bodoh sombong. sesungguhnya ilmu tu penting. bagi sapa2 kat luar tu yang nk blame mana2 pihak fikir la dulu. ikut fakta and rasional.

To build a nation, first build the school.

setiap pengorbanan nenek moyang kita adalah untuk apa yang kita nikmati sekarang. jika kita terus bertelagah mcm mana nasib anak cucu kita nanti? terbelakah mereka? fikir fikirkan lahh.

jangan anggap BTN ni pasal politik. Kedaulatan negara sangat penting dan jangan biarkan ia tergadai. KITALAH PENYAMBUNG WARISAN. kalau bukan kita siapa lagi???