He wants to say :
I love you :)
Taken in bulb mode with :
Holga 135BC+Holga 12MFC
+Shutter release cable+tripod
loaded with Fuji Superia 200
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Monday, April 9, 2012
I hope and pray that you're mine to keep.
Ive no guts to tell anyone what i feel now and maybe i need someone to talk to. I wish my dad is here with me so that i can talk to him in person. He always treat me like his best friend and yes, i'm comfortable with that. All things seem not right to me. Hardly can focus on my study these few days.
Can i say that i'm suffering from lovesick? Distance are torturing me right now. I feel like you're getting further away from me or is it just my feeling? Just hope that there are still sparks to ignite the fire. Sometimes, i feel i'm just like a candle. When the wind blows strongly, *puff the light goes off and when it's kept properly, the light stays. I myself do not understand my own feeling right now. It's too complicated. All i want is to be with you, where distance is nothing to our relationship.
On this beautiful night, i gaze at the stars. They are just like you-very beautiful. Shining brightly from afar. But, looking at them make me sad. Reminds me of how we spent our times together when i'm just beside you, just two of us :( people says distance can't separate you from the one whom you love, however, for me distance separate me from the one i love. It makes me to suffer like this. Luckily there's this feeling-missing you. With that feeling, i found you inside my heart, very close to me.
I admit that i'm a weak person. I cant endure this kind of feeling, how am i going to go through this when u're in india next year. hmm Just pray that i'll become stronger.
I miss you so much :(
Love you always
Ive no guts to tell anyone what i feel now and maybe i need someone to talk to. I wish my dad is here with me so that i can talk to him in person. He always treat me like his best friend and yes, i'm comfortable with that. All things seem not right to me. Hardly can focus on my study these few days.
Can i say that i'm suffering from lovesick? Distance are torturing me right now. I feel like you're getting further away from me or is it just my feeling? Just hope that there are still sparks to ignite the fire. Sometimes, i feel i'm just like a candle. When the wind blows strongly, *puff the light goes off and when it's kept properly, the light stays. I myself do not understand my own feeling right now. It's too complicated. All i want is to be with you, where distance is nothing to our relationship.
On this beautiful night, i gaze at the stars. They are just like you-very beautiful. Shining brightly from afar. But, looking at them make me sad. Reminds me of how we spent our times together when i'm just beside you, just two of us :( people says distance can't separate you from the one whom you love, however, for me distance separate me from the one i love. It makes me to suffer like this. Luckily there's this feeling-missing you. With that feeling, i found you inside my heart, very close to me.
I admit that i'm a weak person. I cant endure this kind of feeling, how am i going to go through this when u're in india next year. hmm Just pray that i'll become stronger.
I miss you so much :(
Love you always
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Happy birthday doctor :)
This special post is dedicated to a very special girl
To my dearest Nana,
I've known you since you're 7, today, you've turned 19 and it's different now, after 12 years.
The girl whom i seldom talked to last time is the one who i want to see everyday now.
Happy birthday sayang, and may this year bring you the very best life has to offer. May you'll achieve your target, all A's in A level exam :) good health and happiness.
This year will be another year that i'll love you more and more :)
I've nothing to give as presents but, i can give you my gift of love because you're the gift in my life
Happy birthday my love :)
For you to know, my heart for you will never break. My smile for you will never fade. My love for you will never end. I love you so much
To my dearest Nana,
I've known you since you're 7, today, you've turned 19 and it's different now, after 12 years.
The girl whom i seldom talked to last time is the one who i want to see everyday now.
Happy birthday sayang, and may this year bring you the very best life has to offer. May you'll achieve your target, all A's in A level exam :) good health and happiness.
This year will be another year that i'll love you more and more :)
I've nothing to give as presents but, i can give you my gift of love because you're the gift in my life
Happy birthday my love :)
For you to know, my heart for you will never break. My smile for you will never fade. My love for you will never end. I love you so much
I would love to capture more of your pictures using analog camera :) Though we'll change, the pictures remain the same, so do the memories. It's worth than thousand words. I love you so much
Sunday, March 18, 2012
DEMAM
kali pertama demam seteruk ini sejak *x ingat bila* Ingatkan just demam biasa-biasa yang disertai sekali oleh sakit tekak. Mungkin disebabkan oleh cuaca kot. Mana x nya, masuk dlm bilik beraircond, then keluar balik, then masuk balik. Perubahan suhu yang tiba-tiba/ x menentu boleh menyebabkan demam. ye ke?
Demam memang x best, tp nak buat mcm mana kan? terlantar atas katil beserta sakit kepala dan tekak. Dah la integrasi 1 hari rabu next week dan ujian skill lab keesokan harinya. Semoga aku cepat sembuh.
Bila demam ni, parents x putus-putus call. Macam ni la kalau berjauhan dgn family. Kalau kat rumah pulak, sedap sikit, ada orang jaga. Nak mintak makanan panggil je adik. Tapi kat sini, nak makan terpaksa beli sendiri. Nasib baik kedai dekat, kalau jauh, x makan la aku untuk beberapa hari.
Aku bingung, tugasan PBL untuk esok belum siap lagi :( semoga sempat siapkan sebelum esok.
Demam memang x best, tp nak buat mcm mana kan? terlantar atas katil beserta sakit kepala dan tekak. Dah la integrasi 1 hari rabu next week dan ujian skill lab keesokan harinya. Semoga aku cepat sembuh.
Bila demam ni, parents x putus-putus call. Macam ni la kalau berjauhan dgn family. Kalau kat rumah pulak, sedap sikit, ada orang jaga. Nak mintak makanan panggil je adik. Tapi kat sini, nak makan terpaksa beli sendiri. Nasib baik kedai dekat, kalau jauh, x makan la aku untuk beberapa hari.
Aku bingung, tugasan PBL untuk esok belum siap lagi :( semoga sempat siapkan sebelum esok.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
TWO-oh
I dont want anything for my birthday present. It's enough if you ask me to skype-date tonight :)
I wish..
I wish..
Sunday, March 11, 2012
I know you are very busy preparing for you big exam. We seldom text each other and no more every night skype-ing. I understand u've something which is more important to do. Ive tried control myself from thinking too much about it. But the fact is, i cant endure the pain of missing you :'( i miss you so much. I would be better if my another half is missing me too.
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle. Everything I do is stitched with its color.~W.S. Merwin, "Separation"
i miss you :(
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