Family New Year

Heyyo.

Just reached college after a week holiday. what can i say about my holiday is. it's awesome!!yeah. spending time with my family is the best moment i ever had. but it only last for a week :(

long story cut short-i'm too lazy to type

we went to penang on last sunday by using KTM. damn tiring inside the train. my dad bought first class ticket for us but it made no difference except for bigger seat. i was hoping that they served delicious meal, but none. haihhh. we reached butterworth at night and went straight to the hotel. as all of us havent had our dinner, we try to find hawker stalls. i started to imagine penang laksa, char kuey teow, pesembur and other penang food. sadly, we cant get any of them. at last, we ate bread from 7 eleven. sad rite?

first day in penang we visited some places around Georgetown-fort cornwallis, the jetty, penang museum, KOMTAR, shopping complexes-sound like we're history lover aite? LOL

still on the first day i cant eat penang food. just had KFC and McD.

at Fort Cornwallis

with francis light bronze statue

second day we went a lil bit further from town centre. we went to kek lok si temple, botanical garden and feringghi beach. the structure of kek lok si is very beautiful. but it's very hot up there. the colour of the temple is very striking-combination of red, green, yellow. then we went to the jetty again for lunch before we headed to the botanical garden where there were a lot of monkeys. after 'playing' with the monkey we went to the beach. can u imagine we went to the beach at 2pm where the sun shines brightly. i felt like being inside an oven. LOL. at the beach i tried parasailing and jet skiing. early in the morning at our hotel room, i brought extra boxer and short just in case we're going to the beach and i was so lucky that we're going to the beach. parasailing was awesome that i can saw the beach and its surrounding from the bird's eye view and for jet ski, i was all wet. the sea water was salty plus the sun was very hot. i cant stand it. my day at the beach ended with i suffered a terrible headache. haihh. only later that night we went to the Gurney drive and had pesembur, laksa and char kuey teow :)

with mom and dad

with penang background

Kek lok si

Third day-we went back to KL

Fourth day-went KL tour. visit national museum which i wanted to go long time agoooooooo. went to the planeterium for the second time and lastly a must-to-visit place in KL. Jalan TAR =.='' what to do i'm my parents' son. LOL. at the same time i was trying to find malaysia football team jersey.

you dont mind to sit on the floor if u're tired

Malaysia suzuki cup :)

with safee's jersey and boots.

Fifth day-it was friday and it's the last day before my parents and my sister fly back home leaving me alone :( in the morning my dad and i went to central market. yeah. found the jersey there and i'm glade i'm not the one paying. haha. or am i the one paying? haihh. in the afternoon they went back :(

Sixth day-i joined lomo outing. it's my first lomo outing. i met lots of cool people. it's awesome to hang out with them. i wish i'm able to join them again next time. oh ya, it's my first time having conversation with her :) sorry if i make u feeling uncomfortable last night yeah

and lastly today-welcome back to KTT :)

to all my chinese friends, i'm sorry if i didnt text you all to wish happy chinese new year. run out of credit. LOL. i hope it's not too late to wish all of u happy chinese new year. may this rabbit will bring happiness and joy to all of you :)

*all lomo photos i took havent been processed yet. thanks to my sis who took those pics.

The arrival

Just arrived in Penang after a very long journey-6hours by train. reached Butterworth at 9.30pm and it took 1 hour for us to reach hotel. we stayed at Grand Continental hotel. quite near to Komtar, 1st Avenue and Perangin Mall. cant wait for tomorrow. our real holiday will start tomorrow :)

Suicide note

This one week holiday i may not be able to text you like always. i'm sorry if i dont reply your text. but it's only for one week. it's not a long period. i'll be back soon. u can still catch me on facebook coz i'm gonna update mine once a while :) wait for me yeah XD i'm not running away from you. hiding from you could be interesting though.

*remember, you are always in my head.

Up Up here we go!

In LCCT now. waiting for my dad, mom and sister to come. their flight is at 3pm from Sibu. and maybe they will arrive at around 5pm. i've another 5 hours before they arrive. we'll spending our holiday together in KL and Penang. will be going to Penang either tomorrow or Monday. wee. cant wait to feel the Penang breeze.

Dunstan just entered the departure hall leaving me alone here. bon voyage! have a safe trip to sibu and send my regard to the swans. i've no idea what to do now. maybe just sit back and wait for my laptop to die. RIP. or maybe it's better for me to walk around and took some pictures. oh, i've loaded B&W film. cant wait to finish em and see the result.

stay tuned

*i've see this in some of my friends' facebook. it looks cute right? :)

Holiday mood

KTT is getting quite now. what can i say is, it is human-less. only a few students who stay in the apartment are available. no difference between KTT now and ghost town. no activities are going on outside. no people go jogging, futsal court is empty, no shouts from badminton court, bicycles are left untouched at the guard house. luckily it's still in the evening. i bet it will be very creepy and eerie at night. hmm. it's my turn to stay at apartment alone. i hope nothing bad will happen. or if worse come to worst, maybe i'll go to Dunstan's apartment or he'll come down to mine for sleepover. Am left yesterday evening to sabah while Zainal and Muadz left this morning.

After all of them left, i tried to take several shot with my Fed 5C. i've to learn lots more coz it's not like my previous toycam. it has to be set manually according to light condition and etc. besides, i just stayed in my room with my laptop. thanks to akif coz he lends me his broadband. tired of going online, i watch movie while eating keropok lekor. then, like my everyday routine, i took short nap. yeah, today i made it really short. Dunstan texted me and asked me to have our dinner outside. at least i'm not stranded here until tomorrow.

My family will come tomorrow. cant wait to see them though i might feel a lil bit awkward because of my result and what i've done back then. We're going to Penang either this sunday or monday for vacation. i hope this vacation will be great for us to spend time together.

To all my chinese friends, i wish u all happy Chinese New Year. i miss to go visiting with you all like last year

*this holiday will be more meaningful if i have a chance to go back to my hometown, spend quality time with family and friends. i wish i could taste kampua and kolok mee this holiday. not to forget to hang out with my best-est cousin and show off my new girlfriend. LOL. i miss my room's atmosphere. :(

Finally..

i've been waiting for her since early this week. i cant sleep well for a few nights and it was because of her and my AS result too. it will be more meaningful if i am able to get good result for AS or just pass the cut off point-12points. and still, 1 point make a huge different. haihh. T.T

i've been eyeing on her for weeks. get to know her closer just last week. cant wait to put my hand on her. XD

Inside the box

There she is

half naked

Totally naked 0.o

upper view

bottom

Rear

p/s : she's my num 2

thanks to Afiqah Alysia and Les Deux Clothing :)

turn over a new leaf

i've been mourning since monday because of my poor AS result. i keep on blaming myself but i deserve it. i was not serious at all during my AS. Playing around, sleep all the time, have fun and neglect my study. hmm. past is past and ive to move on. i've to struggle hard for my A2.

*1 point make a huge different. either u float or u sink. and i'm not only sank. i've drowned :(

when i called my mom, i cried. there's thousands of hopes on me. as her only son and the eldest in my family, i should have shown good example to my sister. it's my biggest failure in my life so far. last time, when i was in standard 2, i got 8+ for my math and i hid the exam paper from my mom. but now, i wish i can do the same. but it's not. i'm sorry mom. i keep on thinking whether i deserve those good results before, upsr, pmr and spm. and i'm not a good role model too.

sometimes, i think it's too late for me to regret. the journey is still so far away and i should not just give up like this. there are lots of reasons for this. it's not the end of the world. i must change. hmm. *every cloud has its silver lining*

to both of my parents, i'm sorry. i've done lots of bad things. and maybe this is the amount that i've to pay. i'll make sure that i wont disappoint u both.