Goodbye kuching..

it's my last night in kuching. i feel so relax and at the same time the full moon at the sky give a lot of peace in my mind. thanks to the creation of GOD. i had nothing much to do today. woke up late, around 8 am. went to the bookstore with my cousin, checked for motorcycle accessories coz he likes to modified his motorcycle very much. we even asked the shopkeeper how much is the price of a new yamaha 125ZR. the conversation went like this :

Izzat : Ini berapa satu?-sambil nunjok dkat moto ya
(How much is this?-while pointing at the bike, yamaha125ZR)

Shopkeeper : Berapa satu?Cash ar?
(How much?cash?)

Me : nangga Izzat sambil nahan tetak
(looking at izzat and try not to laugh)

Izzat : Kalau monthly?
(if monthly?)

Shopkeeper : Tunggu ar..
(Hold on)

Izzat : Nanyak k cash, rupa kta tk orang kaya jak. hehehe
(asking whether to pay with cash, like we r from wealthy family. hehehe)

Me : yah..crik rasa tak, mok gilak tauk
(serve u rite, very eager to know)

after tat the shopkeeper came with the price. izzat asked a lot as if he wanted to buy the bike so much. we spent around 30 to 45 minutes at the shop and then left the shop with empty handed. before we went back, izzat had a discussion with his father bout buying the bike, he wants a second bike actually. for him to race-legal racing near kuching stadium.

after tat..we went straight back home. the traffic was jam. and i feel tat i'm so lucky tat i live in sibu where the traffic is not so crowded as kuching or other cities. late evening, i just watched tv and had 'short' nap again. hehe. spending my time with cousin once a while is really good to make the family bonding stronger. besides we shared our own story. i'll let my last post in kuching to end here. see u in sibu friends!!. :)

can tis be called as a family vacation??

My second post..OK..today i woke up a lil bit late coz today i'm going no where. only at noon i went to the mosque with my grandfather to have our friday prayer. we went to Indian mosque or famously known as Masjid India among kuching city folks. we reached there at 12 noon. not so many people in the mosque as it was still early. we entered the mosque and had a place to sit and later we prayed at the same spot. i observed tat mostly old folks went to that mosque. my grandfather told me tat most people who go to the mosque are people from rural area-not originally from kuching or in local sarawak malay dialect as 'orang pesisir'. they come from samarahan, pasir pandak, santubong and etc. as zohor prayer time was around 1 o'clock, i had a long conversation with my grandfather and my eyes were still observing people coming in and out the mosque. we talked about our own family stories and our family trees. now i know tat i have lots of family all over sarawak. some of them are at kabong (betong area) but i dont know them. never met before. but of coz we have a very far family relationship. my grandfather kept on advicing me to study hard and lead a good life in the future like my aunts and uncles. he told me how hard he raised his children and now he can live a comfortable life. now he doesnt need to work hard coz all his children are working and can support him anytime. he also told me tat how we need to have good relationship with anyone. help others in need and they might help us when we face problems. we dun know when we will get into trouble. it's true, at the mosque, while waiting for prayer time, lots of people came to my grandfather and greet him. some of them had a short chat with him. he told me tat he dun mind to mix with people from different races. malay, chinese, indian and ibans (just mentioning some) can all be friends. he made me to think for a while. oh yeah!!i'm like tat too. i have lots of friends from different background-malay, chinese, ibans, bidayuhs and not forgetting navien, my indian friend. when i further my study i might have more friends from different races. tat's the uniqueness of malaysia. then, while sitting i also realised tat people in the mosque-in groups had their on discussion. some of them are indonesian workers, indians, and malays. they talked with each other as if they have known each other for long time-i can see tat people who never met before also can mix with other people very well. at 1.30pm, friday prayer started and i saw a difference between tat mosque and sibu mosque, the way the khatib read khutbah was more relax and in casual way while in sibu, the khatib read khutbah more to formal tone. after friday prayer, my grandfather brought me to have lunch at a nearby indian coffee shop. the timing was right as i'm so hungry at tat time. lol. i ordered roti canai and iced milo. i'm glad tat i could treat my grandpa for lunch after 17 years he takes good care of me and bought me toys when i was a little kid. thank you so much grandpa!! after having lunch, we walked around the masjid india. went into several shops. after 30 minutes walking, we went to tower market which is just opposite the masjid india and electra shopping house to have ABC and rojak. just then my mom and my aunts fetch us home. had a 'short' nap again and now i'm alone at home as my mom and my grandparents are going to bintawa. i'm home alone now. :)

my first post in kuching, my new experiences..

what a tiring day i have. woke up at 5.00am and i didn't have enough sleep. last nite though i slept quite early around 11pm but i couldn't sleep well. maybe bcoz i use to sleep late during tis hols. yeah!!lol. ok. after getting ready for an hour i went to SGH-Sarawak general hospital to accompany my grandfather for a minor surgery appointment. my aunt drove us to there. arrived at 7am and we waited for about an hour before my grandfather proceeded into the Operation theater. however, his blood pressure was too high for an operation. so, the doctor didnt want to take any risk, maybe the risk was too high and he might face any side effect or long term sickness. what a waste of 4 hours waiting. went back at 11am straight to my aunt's place in Sukma, semariang. i took a short nap for a about 3 hours-can it be called as short nap??lol. i'm too tired and sleepy. oh ya!!met hanani at SGH, with her father. tried to call her but not answered and few minutes later she texted me. and i told her i'm at SGH too. initially wanted to ask her for some drink at the canteen but she cant got out coz her father was having a meeting. back to my story, my nap story. haha. lol. woke up from my 'short' nap at 2pm and my mom asked me whether i want to go out with her or not. ofcoz i want. lol. nothing to do at home. so we went to e-mart in matang area. bought some groceries stuff. then we went to masjid india where u can find lots of textile sold at cheap price (it's an advantage if u r pro at bargaining). my mom bought some tudung for my sister. later we went to Wisma Saberkas. my aunt want to buy handphone for my cuz. thanks to me coz i tink i had help her a lot. lol. ok..tis part i tink really touch my feeling..when i was at wisma saberkas-groundfloor-there are supermarket there. when i was going to enter the supermarket i saw two little children holding a 1.5l bottle of carbonated drinks each. there are so cute-chinese looking girls. as i walked by, i accidentally saw a man holding his wallet, he seemed to find some notes to pay for his stuff and i accidentally to see tat his wallet is empty. OMG!!how is he going to pay for his stuff??i asked myself then only after that i know tat the man is the father of two cute little girls i saw before. i turned back to the entrance and i acted like waiting my mom outside. my eyes still stuck at tat man and his children. i saw him paying the carbonated drinks by using a RM100 notes. hmmm. i was like *speechless* . then after they made their move i walked inside the supermarket and thinking about how important it is to find a good, stable and worth job. i was so sad..i kept on thinking about him until i was in the car. i asked myself how is my life now? i've a good life. a life tat is far better than him. i can ask money for my parents anytime but for sure it's not in a big amount. i always have a sum of money with me in my wallet. i realised tat it's hard to find money for ourselves nowadays. i need know how to save my money for my future. i hope tat i wont spend as much as i'm spending now. hmmm..how to raise good children if it's hard to find money??still thinking bout it. ok. after wisma saberkas, we headed to my aunt's place and we reached there at 8pm sumtink. now..still thinking bout tat man. when i look at his face. i feel pity for him. come on guys. we have to work hard so tat we will have a good life in the future..let's pray for our good future.. :)

I'm off to........

Going to kuching tomorrow..so i'm not in sibu for a while..to be more accurate. i will be away for 5 days..will be back on the 31st of jan. accompany my mom to see my grandfather coz he will undergo a minor surgery for...i'm not sure. hehe. will write another post on my travelling to kuching.. see ya!!

another early morning post..

Hey, it's my second early morning notes, but it isn't tat early, already pass 3 in the morning. hehe. i cant sleep. i dun know why. maybe i already slept the whole evening. missed to watch some badminton match for Malaysia open. luckily i could watch australian open for tennis. hehe. last nite having a good time with my family. went to my cousin's cafe and met my uncles and aunts there. so we combined our table and the cafe was ours. oh GOD. really enjoyed tat moment where we all could chit chat and joke around with my cousins. after having dinner together we went back home and then i spent my times in front of the tv for 4 hours. i started to online late tonite. hehe. enjoy some shows on tv. while online i ym-ed with my friends and my dearly cousin. while ym-ing accidentally talk bout songs. then i come with several songs. ok. now i cant stop listening to tis song. it's not a new song and not so old. for u who know tis show-music bank. a korean show to promote their song i think. u must know tis song. HEARTBEAT by 2PM somehow tis song maybe has something to do with me. lol

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

niga jitbalbgo ddeonan shimjangi

ajikdo ddwigo issuh

geugutdo neoleul hyanghae

ijeulyeogo amooli nolyukhaebwado

saelowoon saramdeuleun amoori mannabado

gaesok dashi ddo dashi dolaseomyun wae ni senggakman naneunji

an hallae geuman hallae

amoori nae jashineul dallaego ddo dallae bwado

amoo soyoungi ubssuh nae shimjangi gojangna bulyusseo wae

wae ajikdo naneun ilun babo gateun jisheul haneunji

meolilon algetneundae gaseumeun wae ji mamdaelonji

nuleul jabgo nochileul mot hae jigeumdo niga na eh gyuttae

itneun gut gattae ibyuleul mitji mot hae

nogool mannado maeum sok han gotseun yulji mot hago gaesok ni jalil biweonwa

ol liga ubneundae oljido moleundago wae mitneunji gaseumi wae maleul an deutni

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

ijeoya hae ijeoya salsoo issuh

jiweo beolyuh yaman hae an geulyeomyun naega jooguh

stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming.

she's gone, gotta be moving on

gassuh ji ana geunyun ni senggak haji ana

geunyuh neun naega gidalineun gul junhyuh moleun chae jal salgo issuh

geunyuh neun imi nal ijussuh wanjunhi jiwussuh wae naneun geuleokae mot hani

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

TRANSLATIONS

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left

is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget

no matter how many new people i meet

why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around

i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.

no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself

it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things

i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling

i'm holding on to you and can't let go.

it still feels like you're next to me.

i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty

there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back

why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live

i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die

stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming

she's gone, gotta be moving on

she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well

she already forgot about me, totally erased me.

why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you

listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

Never planned it..but that's it..

Buzz!!buzz!!BUZZ!!hmm, another post from me. yeah, it's me again. last nite or tis early morning if i'm not mistaken. drop by at a blog where i used to visit EVERYDAY last time. hoping for new updates and posts from her. but it was last time. OLD STORY which i think tat i wont remember it anymore. yeah, she posted several new posts. as her blog was loading i cant see the text coz the background is black. too dark and i tink the colour of the text is black too. surprisingly, after finish loading, ofcoz at tat time i could see the text and start reading. but i'm not going to tell u wat i read. too surprise tat her blog has the same background as mine. GOSH!!we didnt plan it at all. i've been using this layout for almost 2 or 3 weeks ago and i'm not telling her. and i'm sure, very very sure tat she didnt drop by at my blog before she changed her background. i'm not sure whether tis is an accidental case. hmm. we're not planning it. is it the INSTINCT tat make tis thing to happen??let see...hmmm..i hope tis post will explain the real situation. an unplanned situation. suratan atau kebetulan?? lol

am i a good teacher??

tis holiday really torturing me..hmmm..i'm so damn f*****g bored!!hmm..i need to find something to do tis hols..besides sitting in front of d tv and PC..haha..somebody ask me to be their teacher..ofcoz they are younger than me who are still schooling..am i born to be a teacher??weiii..i cant be a teacher coz i dun know how to teach people..plus..i'm not tat good..just an average student..i didnt manage to get top 10 rank in pass two years..so regret..hmm..i dont want to blame anyone..but i'm blaming myself till now..i always told myself tat go with the flow..and my words make me to be like tat.. i was influenced by something tat i suppose not to approach..hmm..okokok..about being a teacher..before this a friend of mine asked me whether i'm interested to be a teacher in primary school..a replacement teacher..haha..lol...do u tink i can??but it's better than nothing..if i'm a teacher at least i can get $$$..haha..clothes..accesories..hp credit..wow..i can do a lot with $$$..hmm..let see..to be or not to be a teacher??maybe i will..lol..u see..i cant even make my own decission..lol..hmm..i should help those students..our future generation..let's wait and see!!!