Getting older, more to study :)

Hello blog :) greeting from seremban, Negeri Sembilan. Just arrived here today. Wat for??i'm going to register for Negeri Sembilan Matriculation College. It's a last minute decision and i had to prepare everything for it at the eleventh hour. so now i'm very tired coz yesterday i prepared and packed all my clothes and etc for d whole day :( it's because i was not selected for petronas sponsorship program (oversea) in mechanical engineering which i applied earlier. however, petronas offered me to study at UTP (university teknologi petronas) in tronoh for bachelor in civil engineering as private student-have to pay by my own, tat's y i turned down their offer . maybe it's not my luck to get it or my luck will be somewhere else..who knows. :) it's a lie if i said i'm not sad for not getting it as being a mechanical engineer is my ambition since i'm a small kid. i was inspired by sauber petronas F1 team when i watched F1 race in TV. there were two local engineers working with the team. WOW!!they are really good. i wanted to be like them last time..and now, i still WANT to be like them, dealing with cars. sorry, to be precise, i prefer automotive engineer :) but now, i've to focus on this matric program and at the same time i'm still waiting for another scholarship result-JPA which i applied for medic course. i hope i'll get it. medic is my second choice after engineering. but if i get it, i will struggle hard to strive in my study. pray hard for me yeah !! this week i'll start my old routine like before-spm-routine. start to face the books again everyday..hmmmm (not facebook k)..LOL..then my brain will start to digest more knowledge and information. working from morning till evening..oh no!!! i'll make sure i can adapt to this as soon as possible. :p

wish me luck in matric!!!

*will be in negeri sembilan for few weeks, maybe i cant always update my blog, sorry..

Life is hard?think twice..

something u dislike maybe is the best for u, u cant predict the future. just stay with the flow, just believe u can do it. in whatever condition, try to be the best, do not be the first but be the leader as the leader always lead and the first man will not always be the first. YOU CAN DO IT!!

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Mati hidup semula

a month plus i left my page dusty without any news, maybe or i just left some short post. well, it's been a week i came out from Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN) also known as National Service (NS). i'm glad i was selected for the program and be a part of the wira. i was placed at Kem PLKN Bumimas, sibu which take like about 15 minutes by car from my house. my family can visit me anytime..LOL..back to the story..

i met lots of new friends. we played and had fun together. i have such a memorable moment which i wont be able to experience at other place. for sure i will treasure it forever. i'm so lucky that i was selected. this program actually gives more benefits than harm. the government is working very hard now to create unity among malaysians and this program is a part of it. the program is joined by multi-races. so there are three main races which are malay, chinese and indians. not to forget the minority like iban, kenyah and even kayan. waittt..i've known a lun bawang during d camp. very rare to make friend with them as their population is not much at my area. so i feel tat i'm so lucky to know and be friend with one of them XD .

my first day in the camp, of coz we're acting cold toward each other as we havent know each other yet. so funny. my first friend in d camp is an indian boy named Jahen Kumar. his bed is just beside mine. so proud tat my bed is just beside him as he is d leader of bravo company. oh yeah!!frgt to state that i'm in bravo company. then, from tat moment, i've known one by one my roommate maybe d whole wira. i'm not used to strict rules tat we have to obey during d camp. wake up early in d morning, q to get food and bla bla bla.. if u want to experience them, join PLKN..hahahaha..

Lots of activities are conducted, but i only managed to join half of them or maybe less than half as i was kick out from PLKN..LOL no lar..i come out from d camp earlier to further my study. very sad to leave the camp, friends ive known nearly a month. they are really great. they are my second family. they take good care of me while i'm in d camp - cant den coz they provide us with 6 meals per day..haha..

but, there are still some 'not-so-nice-to-hear' about PLKN. maybe after i posted this, the government read and take some actions to fix d problem..LOL..ok..the first one, some trainees still try to be racist. talk bad bout other races..bla..bla..blaa..then, problems happened between trainees from peninsular and sarawak. trainees from peninsular always try to look down on people from sarawak. wat i want to stress here is we, from sarawak are not like wat some of u think. still live in d jungle, walking on bare foot, eat rotten animals or insects and so on. come on, now we are in the 21st century, we have TVs, internet and other technologies to do research. try to do research bout us in sarawak. we r not that far behind the world. here we also have international fnb outlets-starbuck, coffeebean, big apple...bla bla bla, we have big shopping malls too-with global shopping outlets, 5 stars hotel, international airport and up to date sarawakians. just to mention some wat we have in sarawak. at the same time we r proud of d diversity of nature we have here in sarawak. longest river in malaysia-rajang river, a main transportation system and world heritage site-mulu national park. i'm not blaming all peninsular people, but as i heard some of them talking bad bout sarawak, my place, i cant to stay still without any action. i'm writing this just to voice out what i want to say XD so, no heart feeling k..

that's all for now..running out of ideas..haha..still lots to write but i need to rearrange them first..later yeah!!..NATIONAL SERVICE ROCK!!!!

Goyang!!

JPA-MEDIC or PETRONAS-MECHANICAL ENGINEERING ??

bye bye :(

will be away for 3 months or maybe shorter..goodbye blog .. will only update you after i come back :) dun worry, i'll always miss u :)

Time is ticking slowly

The fourth day in hospital. I have been to the specialist clinics, mortuary, O&G ward (obstetrics and gynecology-kinda hard to pronouns them), orthopedics ward and today, A&E (accident and emergency). so tomorrow will be our last day to be attached as student at the hospital. my group, group 3-i am in the same group with navien, hazirah, yee tsin, andy, larry, kathleen and julia, will go to surgery wards-male and female. if we are lucky we will go to the OT(operation theater) to see some major operation by the surgeons. from my observation in these 4 days, life as a doctor is not easy. it might be cool like wat u see in t.v series but reality, it's a challenging job. WHY??because people life is in ur hand. then u have to deal with patients blood, urine, faeces, mucus, saliva and much more which are disgusting. then people see the doctors are very busy all the time with non stop working hours and extra hour for on call job waiting for them. but they are not 24/7 busy because there are nurses who work together with them as a team. and one more, doctors walk extra fast maybe they can join Olympic games in long distance running event. haha LOL!! ok!! enuff with the doctor story.

Now i have Friday, Saturday and Sunday left before i go for NS-to serve for my beloved country Malaysia LOL!! 3 days left and i want to spend my time with my family and friends..woot woot.. u all will miss me for the next 3 months or less (maybe)..haha..i have to say goodbye to my PC, PS2, facebook, ym, and last but not least Mafia wars..haha..i'm sorry tat i wont be able to increase my mafia level..lol..is tat wat am i suppose to worry the most??haha LOL

Hello to the new world and goodbye to you my history!!i wont forget you as long as i live. I need you to teach me to face and prepare to see my upcoming life :)